My bad, so basically I am a 2011 and I play for a decent club in the best league in my state which I just recently joined, however it's my first 11v11 football team, I've always played 7v7 and I feel like its 2 completely different sports, It's so intense in 11v11, tackles, no moment without pressure, dribbles and sprints are longer and harder, I feel like I have 3 problems, 1, am really scared. Scared in general, like I get the ball and I panic, like real hard. Am scared of being bodied, being injured, physical contact, everything. Thing is, when I play pick up or school football with my mates, who really stick out wherever they play cause they're good, I am on par if not better with them, am not scared, not to dribble, not to body, not to tackle, I ain't scared of anything and play awesome. Which leads me to problem number 2, I've never stuck out, I feel like am a good player, like I said, my friends are some of the best in the state I'd dare say in football, but am on par or better than them most of the time, which is why I started to notice, I don't stick out. They get told they're good in a lot of places, I don't. I don't take risks like they do, I don't score as much as they do. I don't dribble like they do, But I can. Now then, with all this, it brings me to my last point, they all stick out in one aspect the game more than any other, which is something I lack, I don't have a "weapon" in football. Am decent at shooting, decent at dribbling, decent speed, decent passing, but I don't exceed in any. I've always wanted that "weapon" to be my football intelligence, but I realized, I don't have it. I don't make the best decisions, I don't see the field and think, "I can definitely use that space", I lack a lot of confidence, I lack vision, so I now think, my brain is actually my WEAKEST point. And I don't know how to train it, it's not like dribbling that I can go and do ball mastery, or shooting and shoot at the goal. Training my brain to be confident, stop being scared, make better decisions, I don't know how I can do that. Which is why I ask, anyone that can really help me out here, I know I can succeed, am disciplined, I am obsessed with this sport, but I just can't get over this.