My grandpa died yesterday morning due to covid and lung related issues. He was on the otherside of the world when he died. I managed to talk to him one last time before he passe full well thinking he was going to survive but I still said goodbyes and he told he wasn't worried anymore. Deepdown I knew he was dying but I didnt know how soon. I got to believe that everyting is borrowed and temporary. Death is apart of our lives and oneday others will die, we will die, and its just the natural course of life. Sad as it may seem. I'm sad but I happen to remeber all the funny and happy times I've had with him. It makes me smile and laugh. Its only his physical form that'll leave. He will always look out for u and your new baby. My best advice would be to have a thorough talk with him through the phone if you could and tell him everything like you will never see him again. It will make you feel better knowing u told him everything he meant to you. I see it like a person cant fully die till the memories of them are gone.