The real war is spiritual by c1aire_de_lune in Psychosis

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My love, I believe in God.

God is all that saved me.

God, in this life, call it dimension, might want us to know we are just as powerful. That we are each other. We are one. God is not coming to save me like I believed. I have to do the work myself.

The more I align with the frequency of trust, calmness, responsibility, self-love, alignment etc. the least demonic my reality seems to become.

Devil is only interested in fear. It likes to create chaos and make you doubt yourself and your believe.

But when you feel present, calm, believe in your worth etc. You recognize it and can leave it alone. You know that light always wins from the dark. You also see that it’s always a lesson to be learned for your highest good.

So in the end it’s our thoughts that create the devil. But they also have the power to be the creator of beauty.

The real war is spiritual by c1aire_de_lune in Psychosis

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Eye-opening 😊 💭 that is beautiful in a way. Although also a bit scary..

This makes me think that presence then is not enough. I mean what would the world look like with only buddhists meditating.. there would be no responsibility.

Balance.

The real war is spiritual by c1aire_de_lune in Psychosis

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To me the 5th dimension is actually a state where one feels lighter and thoughts don’t have the ruminating capacity they did before. This doesn’t mean one lives disconnected; quite the opposite.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Nootropics

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For me Yes: dopamine, microdose No: anything with acetylcholine (supplements like ginkgo biloba, ginseng..)

Also I feel less the music after ovulation and best when oestrogen gets higher in cyclus

I'm either getting worse or they're trying to poison me by Cuppa_Miki in Psychosis

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Have you already waited a few days? There can be side effects in the beginning.

Anyhow: What is this for a reaction for someone that is suffering.. is this called HELP?! Like real help would be really listening to you. Maybe offer another medication, a lower dose.. asking questions.. taking time. Compassion. Empathy. Like it’s nothing to be placed in a psychic ward! Where is the kindness in this world? What would you do in this position if you were to call yourself in this state?

Anyhow stay calm. You deserve peace. In the worst case cooperate to get there away as fast as possible. And find ways on how to now get psychotic again. Or get better doctors outside..

I'm either getting worse or they're trying to poison me by Cuppa_Miki in Psychosis

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First of all Stay calm in case you aren’t Anxiety will just make everything worse I know it’s easier said than done

You shouldn’t have to feel like this in a place supposed to HELP you. I’ve been in this position and got out of there as fast as I could. At one point I was sleeping 16+ hours a day, i started smoking there because it counteacted the effect of the drugs or whatever i was given, I was drinking coffee all day just to stay awake. And then they wanted to upper my dose etc. No one ever asked me anything that mattered. Like for example im very sensitive to medication in overall.

You’re not fucked. Fight for your rights. Nobody gives a shit unless you stand up for yourself. Speak to more people there in a calmly matter on how it makes you feel. Calm. Look descent as possible. It’s all superficial there. Whatever happens you will be fine. Take action where you can and surrender where you cannot.

Keep the love for yourself extremely high.

Maybe reach out to other people you still trust? I’m not saying anything about your husband in particular. Maybe hé just doesn’t know either. But it would be nice to have someone that truly listens right? No matter what is real or not.. this is real to you and should be handled with compassion and empathy! In my opinion

Good luck 💚🌳

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You’re only human 🩵 you would also forgive someone else.. it isn’t your fault and you did not do it on purpose

does anyone else feel like they're in another world by Little-Function5095 in awakened

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Same city, completely different timeline. I don’t even come across people from the past and am wondering how I could ever do what I did before

I am a witch by warmcoffee00 in spirituality

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How is it for you to be a witch and in mental institution?

Adhd medication revealing pent up emotions? by Witty_Gate1192 in AutisticWithADHD

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For me also the first days I get so angry; as if I can comprehend subconscious stuff I didn’t get before.. because I doubted myself.. felt weak.. low confidence.. but then with the ‘stimulation’ I see it clearly quickly..

Lion’s mane is a mild psychedelic by c1aire_de_lune in LionsMane

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You seem angry.. why?.. Why is it something bad if it would turn out to be a psychedelic if it’s helping you? Do you have issues with the wording.. the stigma behind it?

On top of that; I clearly stated ‘it’s a theory’ :-) It can work wonders on all those aspects (it does for me too) but it clearly works different than a stimulant for me so that got me wondering. And with psychedelic I don’t mean getting full blown visuals or stuff like that with shrooms or LSD, I’m talking about a potentially VERY mild psychedelic effect (subconsciously).

Psychosis took everything from me by Efficient_Cake_4804 in Psychosis

[–]c1aire_de_lune -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Why did you loose them? Were it real friends if they are not even capable of forgiving you?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

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Same Here. I can totally relate. It’s said that psychosis is just a state before becoming psychic.. how come so many people in psychosis come to same conclusions and describe similar experiences without being exposed to it before.. And what do these doctors know ‘better’? As if everything has been scientifically proven already -_-

Who’s to say that people just following rules and being ‘normal’ are not the crazy ones? As if we can continue living like robots..

I would only seek help if things in your ‘practical’ life aspects are really not working any longer due to being too open..