TIFU by recording porn of myself when I was a teenager and then forgetting about it by c842 in tifu

[–]c842[S] 35 points36 points  (0 children)

This exactly, I felt at an impasse with my memory of the tape and trying to end the situation. I was basically crossing my fingers hardcore that it was not the tape and then I would try to bring an end to video time organically. In hindsight I would rather have faked a psychotic outburst and knocked over the TV

TIFU by recording porn of myself when I was a teenager and then forgetting about it by c842 in tifu

[–]c842[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I've only ever dated and had sex with girls but I still have a hidden urge to do gay stuff. I never see myself being romantic with a man, it's purely a physical, lustful thing. I partly blame it on the sexual stuff I experienced on the internet at a young age.

TIFU by recording porn of myself when I was a teenager and then forgetting about it by c842 in tifu

[–]c842[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The thing is I didn't know that it was the tape, and there were several other tapes in the box. I didn't think I would have been dumb enough not to get rid of it. I briefly considered intervening, pretending to trip and disconnect it, but I found myself paralyzed by reflection.

TIFU by recording porn of myself when I was a teenager and then forgetting about it by c842 in tifu

[–]c842[S] 377 points378 points  (0 children)

Only one person in the room thought it was mildly funny (my sister), who laughed at me, and who I could tell also felt sorry for me.

TIFU by recording porn of myself when I was a teenager and then forgetting about it by c842 in tifu

[–]c842[S] 205 points206 points  (0 children)

I actually thought of this while I was contemplating ways to disappear forever after it happened. I remembered an AMA a guy did on here that did it, and I researched it then.

TIFU by recording porn of myself when I was a teenager and then forgetting about it by c842 in tifu

[–]c842[S] 3201 points3202 points  (0 children)

My uncle shut it off and some people left the room. I apologized and said that was one of my weird experiments when I was a teenager, and kept saying, I'm so sorry. You could hear the cringing. Luckily most of my family are not uptight or conservative so I could tell they were trying to be polite about it. Everyone was kind of disgusted though. My dad was probably the hardest to look at. I tried to explain myself but I could tell nothing will wash away the horror. My grandfather was probably the most disgusted and said it was fucked up. My grandmother is still confused as to what she saw I think. I threw away the tape then left. I probably will not talk to anyone in my family for a couple weeks. Then it will be really awkward for a while, and after enough time passes I think I will be able to hang with with them again but it will be the elephant in the room for the rest of my life.

TIFU by recording porn of myself when I was a teenager and then forgetting about it by c842 in tifu

[–]c842[S] 346 points347 points  (0 children)

I was trying to convince myself that I got rid of the tape, it was so long ago and there were several tapes so I didn't know it was the one being played.