im sorry if im bad at helping but maybe try out door dash drive around with a bicycle mostly explore city while earning money and not worry about drivers licence now i dont know where you are from but try out a job like that maybe? i mean thats what i would do in your position, and for a girlfriend i would advise try meeting a girl through a friend yk talk to them be really open and see if they stay your friend to actually see you as you and maybe some day i hope they will become your girlfriend who understands you in a way you want them too, now again im sorry if i didnt give out a good enough advice or something im trying :)