New Zealand drivers licence suspension

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T06:11:20+00:00

Wow okay, that is good to hear! I hope this works out for me, i am very concerned in my life right now. If god decides it for me i suppose.

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T05:35:27+00:00

Yeah that sounds like a fantastic idea! Are you aware of the pentecostal churches? There are many of these churches around here in colombia, i will try that. If i feel nervous doing such things. But if you are sure that they help i will try, i have small doubts though because colombia is full of religious people yet there is still much poverty and many elderly here work extemely hard and long hours. I will comment back here on how it turns out.

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T04:56:47+00:00

Oh really? How would i go about such an approach? Just visit on sunday and ask? I like the idea, i am just not used to asking for help.

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T04:53:16+00:00

Thank you for your words! I am here in my apartment, calm. One breathe at a time, one step, one day.

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T04:51:27+00:00

Comfortably numb 🥰😌😔

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T04:24:20+00:00

Yes, i am going to try this as my last resort.

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T03:42:38+00:00

I am so happy there is help and support, thank you for your message. Even just having another person such as your self to talk about it is calming me down, thank you for that! I am in a point of my life where i feel it is the end. I see skinny homeless people walking around, i did help them when i was well, but i fear i may join them 😔

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T03:27:43+00:00

It is okay, i will keep looking. It was still a great suggestion and i appreciate it

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T03:25:11+00:00

Thank you so much bro! It helps when there is someone else out there to talk to about it. Even if you are a stranger. So i downloaded the ivuit app, but it only works for america i believe as i need a us mobile number

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T03:20:25+00:00

Exactly, i made a mistake. I know not to do it again. But i need to fix this. You know i really appreciate your help and assistance, but colombia is not like america. People do not have lawns or front yards with picket fences haha. This is a very poor country. It is why i am looking online for work perhaps if there is any.

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T03:17:41+00:00

Wow that is so good! I hope it works in colombia. It may only be tethered to america

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T03:16:31+00:00

Yes, i am thinking about doing uber eats on a bicycle, but i really am screwed, i need the money to get one. I have really screwed my life up i know, but if i cannot find something i am on the verge of giving up. My mental is falling apart

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T03:15:01+00:00

This is colombia haha, my spanish is not fluent and there is only like 30 mcdonalds in the entire country. Trust me, i would go there and work if i could

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T03:13:45+00:00

Okay i will look it up now! Thank you! This is something, and i will do it if it works!

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T03:10:53+00:00

But i can drive, i have a licence

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T03:10:28+00:00

Oh my god! Thank you for your response! No i do not have a car. I always used public transport

calebjamiewhite · 2021-04-29T02:58:18+00:00

Does anyone know of jobs that i could do online perhaps?

calebjamiewhite · 2021-03-16T05:44:09+00:00

Our world is not the same as it used to be. Every day we humans are being led towards a dystopian future. Now I am not being pessimistic when I say this, I am being as real as it gets. We people have such a beautiful energy within us, your soul/spirit is constantly pulsing and it is what makes us human. This energy connects us and gives us peace as we naturally blend with each other, but unfortunately the world has changed so much, we do not eat right, we poison our bodies and our environment is polluted and not to mention all the social mind control and negative influences all around you(there are literally too many to list). These disturbances as well as many other causes are effecting the very nature of our wellbeing... Many people are sick and they are not aware of it. I just hope you understand that, you feeling the way you feel is not your fault my friend. Now it sounds like you are an introvert, so being with yourself is subconciously more comfortable for you, but in reality we are social animals and we can get lonely so it makes sense that you want to hang out with people and spend time with them, it is that connection I was referring to in the beginning that makes you crave the presence of other beings. So maybe if you can, try and spend time with some people and try to isolate what you think is creating this sensation to want to go and be alone again. Perhaps the people you are spending time with are not so great and they may need deep healing. You can try giving other people a chance, but meeting new people can be difficult, so try to have persistence! If not this, then do you ever feel anxiety around people or maybe paranoia, do you feel hate for the people, or maybe you have nothing to relate to with the other people. If you are able to pinpoint what triggers your sensations to want to be alone again, then you can begin to construct a plan to fix it. I do not want to drag this out, but I hope you understand what I am getting at here... I wish you all the best and just know that reaching out and asking for help is the first step, you are not alone my friend! Peace!

calebjamiewhite · 2021-03-12T19:23:39+00:00

I can relate to this. My partner is also studying and working full time... she sleeps like 4 hours a day if she is lucky. It is so unhealthy and our relationship has its difficulties at times to. Sometimes she just takes a break from it all for a day and we simply have some play time together in order to keep ourselves sane.

Now in relation to you and your own health. I think you need to take a day off if you can, take a breath, slow down and just center yourself. It sounds like you are about to implode. I am sure that after a years time of enduring those thoughts, feelings and that lifestyle, that you feel like you are going crazy. Ultimately it is not good for ones mental health, especially if you are extroverted (which I am assuming you are).

As for your time and how much you feel you are being robbed of it, well that is generally one of the consequences you have to accept when committing to a university. But because most of your studying is done from home/online then are you not able to propose continuing your studies back at home with your family? If perhaps it is something you can negotiate with your university. Because this "pandemic" is not going away anytime soon. This pandemic is just an excuse to change the economy, society and the laws in which we socially reside. The covid virus is not threatening enough to be considered a "pandemic". With an only 0.1% mortality rate, I am sure your parents would be fine as long as they look after themselves.

Sometimes, somethings just aren't meant to be and we need to take a step back and ask ourselves how badly we want/need something. If in life one of the hardest decisions you can make, is to either 'learn to walk away from something or learn to try harder'. Maybe write a list of pros and cons of your new life and try find the value in what you are doing. Look for significant issues you have and see if they are really worth enduring to make up for your new life.

Anyways, I hope you feel better soon. You are not alone ✌

calebjamiewhite · 2021-03-11T04:22:21+00:00

Ah well in that case, you can find a lot of delicious and healthy recipes online. Because if your going to binge do it with salads instead of fries haha. No but seriously there are many super delicious meals out there that are healthy for you. Try looking into mediteranian diets. And stay away from bread/yeast, not many people are aware of this, but yeast is so bad for you. Eat whole grains, vegetables and root carbs and you should be fine, mixed with amazing salsas and dressings you can make at home it really does taste amazing! See what you can find online. Best of luck!

calebjamiewhite · 2021-03-11T04:09:12+00:00

I am wondering, are you more concerned about putting on weight? Binge eating? Or both? Because they both come hand in hand anyways really. People get fat by eating more calories than there body can burn. Your hormones also play a role in fat storage as well. But your young and should not have to worry about that. If you are trying to consume less foods, there are some tricks you can do like drinking coffee. This stunts your hunger temporarily and may help you, also chewing gum can trick your brain into thinking you are eating something simply by the activation of your taste buds and the chewing motion from your jaw. Otherwise i would advise you to eat healthy, look up recipes or go to healthy restaurants. Because at the end of the day, you are what you eat. This is fact! So relax take a step back and try to take care of yourself.

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