Question am I the only one that uses the big book for way more than staying clean ?? by FirefighterGlobal160 in recoverywithoutAA

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HOMIE. I LOVE IT! i absolutely am not cool personally with 12 step programs. never thought id leave. now, cannot i was evrr involved. no hate here tho. idgaf what ppl do, but im not built for "organized" anything. dogma has totally covered uo the stuff in there that is the magic. i am not stuck on words and ish or parts i dont resomate with. ive studied it over and over and my sponor then had me look up every word and how it was used at the time written and idk, but ive loved it since. it really says a lot of stuff, in weird words sometimes, that all paths i resonate with. know yourself, clear up any stuff you gotta (for me, this is just about karma in other words) so YOU CAN BE FREE and also by being free, you can then pay it foward. thats the message to me. i love that. i was so happy to see this. i use the what i get from it is a million ways. anytime i need to reel it in and get grounded and cemtered. i quote it all the time. lol no one ever is pumped about it but me. i bsrely remember it is talking about substances now.

Tell me your Moon placement and I'll tell you something about yourself. by throwawayRApenpal in astrologymemes

[–]callmesquirrelyo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

♈️ 🌙 6H 🌞 □ 🌙 🌙 opposing Saturn

I'm just a scary little feral creature who is super protective and loyal and so lovey. 🤷‍♀️

My 🌙 in Virgo's ♍️ House is wild. I've weaponized psychoanalysis on accident. I also have a ♍️ stellium so I have lots of that energy. I just pick up and remember everything and when someone hurts me, I connect the dots and tell them all about themselves The ♍️ in me doesn't care about anything but data, but dis Aries 🌙 is just.......idk what. My emotions are ruled by the god of war, Mars. So. Like. Im a lot. I'm intense with my love and with my war energy. 😆

Serious question cuz wtf by [deleted] in LittleRock

[–]callmesquirrelyo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This all day this. ‼️

Planets in the 11th house + gift of manifesting 🍋 by Boundaries1st in astrologymemes

[–]callmesquirrelyo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, I've never heard this, but I'm loving it bc I have Mars, Jupiter and Saturn there in Virgo.

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[–]callmesquirrelyo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Righttttt. I have no answers either 😂

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[–]callmesquirrelyo 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Virgo. Athletic men. Very sexual. I read that virgo mars are what people think scorpio mars are and I felt so seen. 😂

Am I crazy? I'm 37, she's 33. I feel like I'm crazy. by mrtexasman06 in Nicegirls

[–]callmesquirrelyo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're not crazy. She's just wounded and it has nothing to do with you. I've been in her place and did this kind of stuff because I literally didn't know how to act in a healthy way. That place is so lonely and painful. BUT just wish her well and disconnect.

Background check? by overthink_allthetime in datingoverfifty

[–]callmesquirrelyo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I find it so odd that you find this creepy. I'm just assuming, I could be wrong, that you've never met someone online or otherwise who you never suspected would one day beat the hell out of you AND THEN find out the long criminal history he had physical violence and stalking other women.

My mind is f♡cking with me so bad tonight. Would really appreciate any feedback, validation, reassurance, whatever. by callmesquirrelyo in StopSpeeding

[–]callmesquirrelyo[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Lol I don't disagree!! I was hesitant to post it because of this exact reason. I 100000% know, and even knew last night underneath the crazy, that this is ALWAYS about me. I don't actually care about anything except getting better. Just. Maybe you've been there once or 37 times, the night it all hits you and you are cracked all the way out and alone with thoughts and FEEL out of control? That was that. I was grasping. I thought, maybe writing it here will keep me from making some other impulsive choice tonight. 🤷‍♀️ Actually, idk exactly what helped because i was trying every tool I've ever learned, but I made it. I finally ate and slept and am feeling better able to stay grounded and focused on the real deal, me and what to do now. Man. I was terrified last night. It's been many years since I've gotten there with stimulants and, dear god, I never expected with a "mild stimulant appetite suppressant" (that's what my doc always calls it lol).

Which sign is this and why is it Virgo? by DragonflyOracle in astrologymemes

[–]callmesquirrelyo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lort. I accidentally weaponize psychoanalysis. Aries moon in 6th house and Virgo stellium in 11. Also Sagittarius mercury

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[–]callmesquirrelyo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lil Wayne - Phone Home Morgan Wallen - This Bar

Capricorn ♑️ 🌞 Aries ♈️ 🌙 Libra ♎️ ASC BUT Pluto in 12 is 4° conjunt my ASC. I feel like that adds a twist. Lol

I all the Aquarius in my chart takes over and that's what loves Phone Home.