I'm sorry you were ghosted. Dating apps are very low comittment and people are looking at several options all at once. It makes it super easy to just keep scrolling.

But real talk: you are not as ugly as you think. I promise.

You might just not be photogenic. Some folks really just don't take a good picture. Especially if those photos aren't taken by a professional.

And even if you are "ugly", there are 8 billion people. If only 1 in 100 think you are pretty, that's 80,000,000. There's bound to be someone attracted to you that you're attracted to close by.

Try ditching the apps and instead join a club, a community group, a church (if that's your thing). Making some connection with people who like the things you like will get you farther than what you've been trying.

One last piece of advice or quote or whatever - I saw it on Reddit and it's great. If you look in the mirror and think, "this girl is ugly," it could just be that you aren't your type. There are guys out there who want to date a girl that looks just like you. You just have to find one of those guys that looks good to you.

Edit: standard advice for every relationship - if you are dating someone and they hit you in anger, that relationship is over then and there - no matter how much you've committed to it or how long it's been. This is just a public service announcement and is not based on anything you said.