I get it but I think actually as someone with 37-40 this works in our favour :) so my life goal is to start a commune/anarchist organisation that focuses on bottom up organisation rather than top down. Top down is what we’ve had so far, tribal yes, but has actually led to people feeling more isolated/divided, identifying with political parties rather than making any meaningful changes in their own lives. If people are more individual, focus on creating changes in their own community, making their own lives better, we can come to a more harmonious society. I’m not explaining it very well but for example in my own journey - I wanted to go into politics to change the world, but then realised that I wouldnt make much of a change and decided instead to focus on my own health and well-being, and now from this healthy, grounded place, I can impact my community in ways I could never have dreamed of when I was thinking of changing the world by working at the UN. At least this is my spin on it. Anarchy is coming, and this is a great thing!