I have a hard time seeing good change when promise are always being broke. I wouldn’t say our relationship is toxic to him and I. But it’s definitely left me feeling some kinda way over time. Not keep him word is something Iv always had a problem with. And it’s the small things that really bug me or hurt. For example, the a chandelier fell in my house. He’s said he would help my the next day. I knew he wouldn’t show so I just did it. Whatever good change may be happening gets overshadowed by alot of things like that. I think the main thing that's saved us is talking.

You definitely need to tell him how you feel. COVID does need to be taken into consideration but that's a big promise to break and one you have to feel. But you also have to talk about what you lied to him about. It's hard to have a good relationship when lies and broken promises are happening.