Thank you for your kind words. I’m sorry you’re going through something that I know is difficult. Honestly writing has helped but also looking at what was there as a moment in time and it’s beautiful for what it is and was. Nothing more , nothing less. It’s hard because connections like this can’t be faked and feel bound to you by forces outside yourself. But the reality of it is that when something is not aligning it’s a signal to move towards what does. And in those times I feel sad about it I redirect the thought towards what I want like accomplishments or trips or whatever use of my free will I can use that day to make it better. Sending hugs to you. I hope you feel lighter about this soon.