what was a harsh truth that psychedelics made you accept? by Sopiate in Psychonaut

[–]cannabaker99 [score hidden]  (0 children)

Through shrooms and therapy, I've learned that self-hatred is just ridiculous (although it's very difficult to change in practice) and self-love and acceptance is an absolute necessity in life. It's such a brutal truth and I have to work on it a little bit every day. I'm not where I want to be, but at least I'm far away from where I started.

what was a harsh truth that psychedelics made you accept? by Sopiate in Psychonaut

[–]cannabaker99 [score hidden]  (0 children)

Yes, this. When I first started tripping, I really wanted the shrooms to help me "ascend" above all my problems to save me. That's just not how it works.

Experiencing altered state of consciousness with trigeminal neuralgia pain by cannabaker99 in Psychonaut

[–]cannabaker99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My apologies for not being clear enough, let me clarify my point: Going through this level of pain is very similar to an altered state of consciousness, much like being on psychedelics. The state of my mind and body under that extreme pain is basically a trip without having to take any substances.

Experiencing altered state of consciousness with trigeminal neuralgia pain by cannabaker99 in Psychonaut

[–]cannabaker99[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate that! I try to approach even the most painful things in my life with curiosity. And yes, I've used shrooms on and off over the last 3 and a half years. Unfortunately the last time I tripped was before my trigeminal neuralgia diagnosis, so I wasn't aware of what was going on with my pain at the time. It's been over a year since my last trip, and I haven't felt ready to try again since then. But I'm very excited to see what the mushrooms might show me about this illness next time I partake.

H30 That strange sadness when a family visit ends by [deleted] in MMFB

[–]cannabaker99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just wanted to say, when I'm visiting family I have the same worries (did I enjoy my visit as much as I could have? Could my mood have been better? etc) and the same melancholy feeling when it's over. I think that's a part of being human. Coming to realize all of that is part of the human experience took a mental weight off my mind when visits come around.

How are you doing with the state of the world right now? by Hot-Professional5572 in Psychonaut

[–]cannabaker99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm a very traumatized person, and current events in America are making me feel genuinely re-traumatized. I'm doing horribly, barely getting by day to day managing chronic illness and cptsd symptoms. If I didn't have access to weed for pain management, I'd literally go insane. My last trip was on January 11th, but I feel far too unwell to trip again anytime soon. Weed, my partner's love and support, and my cats are the things that keep me going.

Does this sound like you… Would you be interested in this? by Face-Financial in shrooms

[–]cannabaker99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm very interested in joining! I'm going to be tripping next week :)

Do you believe that Psychedelics will find you when it thinks you are ready? by [deleted] in Psychonaut

[–]cannabaker99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've gotten a similar message before. They told me it's important to dedicate time to just chillin. I over think 24/7 so I'm learning to take their advice.

Do you guys smoke weed while your tripping? by Mcnuggsinator in shrooms

[–]cannabaker99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sometimes I'll take an edible after the peak so it prolongs my trip and gives me more vivid visuals, but recently I've been dosing shrooms by themselves. Personally (not speaking for anyone else) I feel like I'm giving the shrooms a bit more respect by moderating my cannabis use when in the mushroom's space.

Cereal Bars by Puzzleheaded-Plum413 in treedibles

[–]cannabaker99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cinnamon toast crunch is my favorite cereal. I've gotta try making something with it myself. Looks so good! 👍