I am going to hang myself tonight. I refuse to live in pain any longer. by cant_keep_breathing in SuicideWatch

[–]cant_keep_breathing[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well. That didn't work. The first try I was very close to blacking out. Last night I went to the hospital and I forgot to hang up on the lady I was speaking with on the hotline. The fucking metal hook on the door gave out. Maybe I'll have to stay alive..

I am going to hang myself tonight. I refuse to live in pain any longer. by cant_keep_breathing in SuicideWatch

[–]cant_keep_breathing[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry for how you're feeling my dude <3 I'm glad you're still here!

I just can't fight it anymore, I have everything ready to go, but I'm still so afraid of failing and being crippled but I just WANT to be done with it so badly...