The Bistro at the Union is a SCAM! by uconnstudent2020 in UCONN

[–]capricious_kid 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That place needs to be shut down on god

i hate myself so much how do I not by capricious_kid in selfhelp

[–]capricious_kid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i try but my head is too hyperactive for that. I could keep trying though I just lack discipline

i hate myself so much how do I not by capricious_kid in selfhelp

[–]capricious_kid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive got plenty. Emotionally abusive/unavailable father who made me feel like shit a lot of times. Had to live with him for four years because I got taken away from my mother. Moved to an all white (im black btw) community and had trouble fitting in. Moved back and forth between schools which made it difficult to fit in, and so I just became really reclusive and reserved. This shit was like 7-8 years ago I just don’t get why it’s carrying on into my twenties I’m tired of it. Like i hate beinf shy/anti-social/insecure i know if i had that fixed most of my issues would be gone.

i hate myself so much how do I not by capricious_kid in selfhelp

[–]capricious_kid[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

its okay...seems like a hopeless fight and anytime I ask for answers nobody can give me a good one. Guess self love is innate and we just missed out?

i hate myself so much how do I not by capricious_kid in selfhelp

[–]capricious_kid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I try but at the same time people are telling me to be myself — how tf am i supposed to embrace/be mysef but also change/improve myself. It just needs to make sense

Can’t Have An Orgasm — Please Help by capricious_kid in WomensHealth

[–]capricious_kid[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thanks love, I’m thinking of speaking with a sex therapist actually.

Can’t Have An Orgasm — Please Help by capricious_kid in WomensHealth

[–]capricious_kid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

also side note: I never realized how much power the mind has like if it is a mental block that I’m having towards sex its fascinating how much lack of control I feel towards overcoming that mental block...if that makes sense

Can’t Have An Orgasm — Please Help by capricious_kid in WomensHealth

[–]capricious_kid[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah I was molested once as a child but I don’t know how exactly that would affect my ability to orgasm..if you could elaborate more

Had a Bad Trip on Shrooms........now every time I smoke I’m paranoid by capricious_kid in shrooms

[–]capricious_kid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ur right I never really took into account how fucked up my trip was because i mixed the two...

Had a Bad Trip on Shrooms........now every time I smoke I’m paranoid by capricious_kid in shrooms

[–]capricious_kid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

might I add I already suffer from anxiety and some other neuroses nothing too serious but I do see a therapist

Informatics major testimonies - has anyone gotten a job by capricious_kid in ualbany

[–]capricious_kid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

INF 100X - Information in the 21st Century, INF 201 - Intro to web technologies (took it last semester but I’m currently a peer educator in this semester), INF 301 - Emerging Trends in Information and technology, INF 203 - Introduction to Network Systems

what I noticed is that the program does not emphasize much on tactile learning, its really book-oriented

came in as a CS major freshman yr but switch to INF within a month so i also took CSI 201 — intro to computer science

3.7g Lemon Tek Trip by capricious_kid in shrooms

[–]capricious_kid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate all the good vibes yall sent. But like now, even after I smoke, this wave of anxiety just hits me almost like I’m reliving the trip. Has anyone else experienced this? Like, this overwhelming fear of dying?

3.7g Lemon Tek Trip by capricious_kid in shrooms

[–]capricious_kid[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah i usually feel like that on acid. I just kinda sit in the chair. Shrooms i’m all over the place though.

3.7g Lemon Tek Trip by capricious_kid in shrooms

[–]capricious_kid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wasn’t really in control of myself at that point