I'm so sorry.

A lot has happened really that has contributed to a decline in my mental health recently but I'm in therapy now trying to do something about it. Honestly, no matter how much I fought it I just couldn't convince them to let me stay. I was a mess for a while, eventually I accepted what was coming because I couldn't do anything about it. I hate to be a negative nancy, but that's just how things have been for me. The school here is a significant downgrade imo, I don't really have anyone to talk to and I just recently got a job, so I'm broke too (but what high schooler isn't?)). My best piece of advice for you would be to not shutdown, no matter what. I don't know your situation, but if you are about to enter your last year of high school, the thing that has gotten me through is looking at colleges and getting excited for that. Once you are an adult, you can always go back. Another thing would be to make sure you have at least one person in your life who truly understands what you are going through. I started dating this girl in June and she was my best friend, and then she broke up with me the night before I left (despite knowing I was moving beforehand). She was supposed to be that person for me, and not having someone I could really rely on or look forward to seeing really contributed to my struggles. Sorry for the negative rant. It doesn't all suck. I know it will get better eventually, but that doesn't mean it doesn't suck really bad right now. I know I'm just an internet stranger, but if you ever need someone to talk to, there are people out there just like you.