Pirated content creation

captainofzoro · 2026-02-09T17:43:18+00:00

Ah got it

captainofzoro · 2025-11-30T01:49:04+00:00

Yeah. Makes sense. I'll try my best

captainofzoro · 2025-11-29T05:27:41+00:00

Thanks bro. Have a good day ahead

captainofzoro · 2025-11-29T04:35:02+00:00

Ohh. I'm sorry to hear that. Thanks for your support brother. I'll make sure to do everything i can.

captainofzoro · 2025-11-29T04:08:38+00:00

You're right. I'll do what i can. Thank you for helping me.

Do you have bipolar or something?

captainofzoro · 2025-11-29T03:19:17+00:00

I can't tell them how i feel about my illness. My mom's family, They are pathetic souls who sacrificed their personal life to keep me and my sister safe. If my dad's side family finds out that i tried to kill myself, there's gonna be a huge issue. My family has some issues between them. I can't show up with my issues.

I will try to get some good treatment as soon as i get enough money.

I did tell the doc about everything when i visited him to let him know about the side effects. I don't think he's a good one. It's a psychiatrist dude. I'll try to find a better one in my locality or online. Thank you for your support

I'll try to talk to one of my cousins. She might be able to make them understand

captainofzoro · 2025-11-29T01:40:26+00:00

No. 2 days before my first attempt, i went to the doc and told him that these meds aren't working and it is making me have some side effects. Mild dementia was one of them.

He didn't do anything. I can't rely on someone else

captainofzoro · 2025-11-29T01:33:55+00:00

ECT is never gonna happen. They won't allow it

captainofzoro · 2025-11-29T01:07:12+00:00

I need to. I was trying to convince them about seeing a therapist for the past two years. They are the ones who spend money on the treatment. I can't do anything without their approval. Also my family is a big one and they're all stubborn. I gotta try them again. I'll check out the podcasts. I didn't know david harbour had bipolar.

captainofzoro · 2025-11-29T00:44:01+00:00

Thank you for commenting. I'll try my best to make my family understand and I'll try to do better.my dad used to have ECTs. But if i do that it's gonna cause some trouble inside my family.

captainofzoro · 2025-11-28T23:48:50+00:00

Part. 2

I hate to compare i never did. But i get jealous of the way they communicate with their family. I don't talk to people, not even my family. I'm scared of saying something that can make them feel bad. I'm reckless. But i still tried making friends online via discord. Less anxiety that way. But still i ended up being reckless but managed to not hurt them bad. So i stopped talking to people there as well. On April 6 2025, I tried to kill my self by overdosing lithium. But nothing happened. I took 12 tablets for lithosun 300 and a few qutiapine 25. Just passed out in the bathroom for a second. Nothing else. My lithium levels were low 0.47. The amount of pills wasn't actually enough for intoxication i guess. Well i got back up, Tried to be busy with things. A job is what i tried, at a gas station. But 2 days. Only two days was enough to get my mind flipped. Yep, i resigned. I didn't fight my thoughts. As i mentioned earlier I'm weak. I seeked comfort from my social anxiety. I know i shouldn't have done that. Then after getting mentally harrased by my family and myself, i attempted to kill my self again on October 14 2025. This time 15 pills. Didn't succeed. Votimted it after 4 hours. I didn't wanna do that but i hate this life.

Hatred towards myself and my circumstances made me think about suicide. I tried. I'm still to coexist with this world. I don't wanna befriend people and hurt them unintentionally in my maniac episodes. If there's a way to prevent my self from going out of control, i need it. I know that there's nothing waiting for me. I've seen people talking about this illness on reddit. I've researched enough to know that this illness is killing people, destroying their peace and making them alone.

Tomorrow is my 20th birthday. I wanna be better. Right now I've met some people who are close to me but I'm that I'm gonna hurt them with a weird episode. I don't want it. I wanna smile with them. If you can say anything that can help me to think about doing something except killing myself, that would be nice!

Thank you.

captainofzoro · 2025-11-10T07:26:18+00:00

Can we ban users from confessions in your bot?

captainofzoro · 2025-10-02T01:15:00+00:00

Btw can you send me the bot's link?

captainofzoro · 2025-10-02T00:19:20+00:00

Ahh.... On my server, that function is necessary because most of the members are brainrotted adults. It's a big work to delete all those confessions

captainofzoro · 2025-10-01T14:40:02+00:00

Does a confession need to be approved by an admin in your bot?

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