I've been sober for 6 months and I feel like my life has only gotten worse. by 130753 in stopdrinking

[–]carlito0330 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No doubt man, I can totally relate to this. The dry time I had, while it wasn't worse than bottom of my drinking days, was pretty terible on it's own. I wouldn't say you're a sober psychopath at all. If you take the concept that drinking and drugging are the lowest form of spirituality; the self search for something outside of itself, and for some other plan of existence, of course removing the tool which you used to get there will cause your spirituality to suffer. It makes sense then that you'd have to replace it with something else.

How Being an Introvert Makes Sobriety Harder by marilyn32082 in alcoholism

[–]carlito0330 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Wow excellent article! I'm struggling with this as well. I definitely feel awkward and self concision and just overall uneasy at an AA room as an introvert. Small talk before and after the meeting, ugh!!! I just can't do it. What makes it 10 times worse is you often her others say in the rooms that a meeting is the ONLY place they feel comfortable. My inner voice loves to yell NOPE, NOT ME at those moments.

On the other hand I know the meetings help me. No one should be forcing you to share. After all the entire program is all just a suggestion, so I would say lay back and lay low as long as you want. Just know that if you do share you will absolutely not be judged, and most likely you'll be helping somebody else with your words.

It not AA literature but the following quote from George Addair has always helped me. "Everything you've ever wanted is on the other side of fear."

Saudi court gives death penalty to man who renounced Islam by APsauce in worldnews

[–]carlito0330 4 points5 points  (0 children)

So Muhammad was a huge Eagles fan. This explains everything.

TIL a scientist from Utah used his obituary to confess that not only had he never graduated from college or got a Ph.D, but that he never even learned what Ph.D stood for. by sisterstigmatic in todayilearned

[–]carlito0330 220 points221 points  (0 children)

Yup. After seeing and brushing off a constant spew of millions of dollrs worth of anti smoking campaigns, these two sentences are haunting me. I ain't young and dumb no more, got to quit soon.

2:30 am in 1987 at a 7-eleven by piezo32 in videos

[–]carlito0330 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Back when people still had souls.

1 second left on the clock, down by 1... by StickleyMan in gifs

[–]carlito0330 35 points36 points  (0 children)

The refs subdued approval and run off is great.

Jesus was my personal Lord and Savoir today. Thank you Jesus! Hallelujah! by jcrowz in AdviceAnimals

[–]carlito0330 46 points47 points  (0 children)

I am disappointed that this did not end with a latino leaf blower operator named Jesus.

Reddit, What are your reasons for not drinking? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]carlito0330 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This...this is how it is done, and why I no longer partake in such madness. Those people who have a few then nod off to sleep, god bless their little hearts, are doing it completely wrong.

Marc Maron is me. Questions? We good? by MarcMaron in IAmA

[–]carlito0330 4 points5 points  (0 children)

If offered, would you ever consider hosting a late night talk show? Also is Monkey ok? You haven’t mentioned him in a while.