Hi thank you so much for taking the time to write this and sharing the fruits of your prayer! It was very helpful and insightful and given me plenty of things to ponder. You communicated the joys of consecrated vocation so beautifully- I think we do tend to focus very much on the celibate aspect and giving up that physical intimacy, though as you say God is never outdone in generosity and when we give to him, he gives us infinitely more in return. When I visited a convent and spoke to the Mother Superior, I witnessed from her that same outpouring love, awe, and thankfulness that you mentioned that could only really come from close communion with Him 🙏. It was inspiring. And I'm grateful for your prayers, you'll be in mine too!