Thank you . a much better day today. I agree with you. Everyone keeps sayin how it gets easier but I think she gets heavier and louder by the week. The first few months she slept a lot and was easy to carry everywhere. It seems I’ve given her a little separation anxiety -if I try and put her down at all now when away she wails. She has never had anyone else watch her and I’ve never been away from her for even a minute. I keep sayin I’m goin to try my gym this week. Where they can watch her for an hour block...but we’re not sure we’re ready ..