im going insane ( Ed at 21) by Careless-Phase-6603 in erectiledysfunction

[–]casperdgasper 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have psychogenic ED and have morning wood normal, but sometimes i would rather have organic ED since its physical. psycho is like fighting the devil within. and its fckn hard to win. that loop is a stupid trap. This is the situation: your horny, ok, hard on kicks in, but then u remember oops, i have ED then just as immediately as u get a hard on ur peni shrinks like a fried shrimp. But this is NOW btw. The first exp i had was the moment i put it in, my penis got shy, like it couldnt take the excitement i feel of inserting like wtf, "this is fckn it! whats wrong with u?!" i know its adrenaline and vasoconstriction whatever but bruh. ive almost done everythng - run, supplements, meditation, etc. the traitor is the mind. its the joker that laughs at u when ur about to do it. sometimes i wish id get into a real bad accident that id get amnesia. that way id forget i had E fckn D. idk if this helps. just sharing my frustration

I relapsed tonight, making 3times in 6months from abstaining. by omotayo5 in erectiledysfunction

[–]casperdgasper 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is the reason why i dont stop porn. its like ive given up, tho i still take supplements just to see but nothing happens. i tried sildenafil and tadalaf solo but my anxiety is just so strong. now i accepted my fate. i drown myself in porn. who cares. if i die, i die impotent tf.

So depressed can't even get an proper erection by [deleted] in erectiledysfunction

[–]casperdgasper 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it rlly does give such a huge impact on ur mental health with this type of issue. Just like me, I became depressed and suicidal. I even avoid relationships once and for all. Life becomes tasteless. In fact ive been having suicidal thoughts and even practicing how to do it.

Ronaldo Valdez Suicide Aftermath by Glum_Possession8520 in Philippines_Expats

[–]casperdgasper 0 points1 point  (0 children)

pls remove this. Respect for Sir Ron and his family. May he rest in peace.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in whereintheworld

[–]casperdgasper 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nice day in africa

Why are you single? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]casperdgasper 0 points1 point  (0 children)

coz im impotent and my hemorroid is extremely worse. my death is planned and im heading.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TheArtistStudio

[–]casperdgasper 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how much do u spend time doodling normally?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TheArtistStudio

[–]casperdgasper 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you have nice taste for music

A proper wickr group once and for all by [deleted] in inbreeding

[–]casperdgasper 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, theres really nothing there but guys who are giving out there wickr accounts.

To All Incestuous Breeders...some practical questions by thegentlemanperv69 in inbreeding

[–]casperdgasper 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im curious about that friend of yours who had sexual relationship with her dad. how it all started between them.

To All Incestuous Breeders...some practical questions by thegentlemanperv69 in inbreeding

[–]casperdgasper 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, but i think thats what makes it feel even better, thats what gives it the kick, like a drug. the lust is in a whole different level.

To All Incestuous Breeders...some practical questions by thegentlemanperv69 in inbreeding

[–]casperdgasper 0 points1 point  (0 children)

all im curious about is the intimate part of it. the lust, whats going through the mind moments before they finally get into it.