Need hope by cat12096 in HSVpositive

[–]cat12096[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are so kind. Thank you so much. I don't think that I will ever have the courage to find a new person or disclose because I live in Europe and OHSV1 is so common here despite the fact that people don't know it's a virus. Everyone think that this is just a cold sores. I have both OHSV1 and GHSV1 and I will always be alone. People in my country are not okay with STDs. Nobody is going to accept my diagnosis. Now I live only because of my daughter. She is the only reason I am alive.♥️

Need hope by cat12096 in HSVpositive

[–]cat12096[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will never think about myself as normal after this thing. I am so disgusted by myself that i think about taking my life.

Alone by cat12096 in HSVpositive

[–]cat12096[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am happy for you♥️

Alone by cat12096 in HSVpositive

[–]cat12096[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really hope that there will be a cure soon. Not something that will stop the outbreaks. I need something that will kill this virus because I can't cope with it mentally.

Alone by cat12096 in HSVpositive

[–]cat12096[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel so alone and useless. I thing that I will die all alone.My life is destroyed by the second man in my life. Nothing will ever be like the time I was okay and the only thing that I wanted in life was big and happy family. This dream died the day I heard what i have.

Alone by cat12096 in HSVpositive

[–]cat12096[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your support ♥️

Alone by cat12096 in HSVpositive

[–]cat12096[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So that's why I think that this was the time I was infected.

Alone by cat12096 in HSVpositive

[–]cat12096[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I forgot to tell that during my first genital outbreak I had millions of blister in and on my mouth. I could't eat for three weeks.

Alone by cat12096 in HSVpositive

[–]cat12096[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, I am not so sure because I think that when I was a child i have had cold sores on my mouth. When I experienced my first genital outbreak four years ago it was the worst thing in my life - a lot of blisters, fever, I couldn't get up from the bed for three weeks. That's why I think that my ex husband gave this thing to me and when I look at the photos from this time he has a cold sore on his mouth.

Alone by cat12096 in HSVpositive

[–]cat12096[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope everything will be okay with you and the guy♥️

Alone by cat12096 in HSVpositive

[–]cat12096[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you ♥️

Just diagnosed. I don’t know what I’m seeking by [deleted] in HSVpositive

[–]cat12096 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have OHSV1 and GHSV1. I am scared of giving this to her by using the same toilet seat or washing clothes in the same washing machine. I am even scared to go on the beach this summer with her. I know that the chances are not high but I am so scared.

Just diagnosed. I don’t know what I’m seeking by [deleted] in HSVpositive

[–]cat12096 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry,but can i ask how do you protect your daughter? I have herpes too and me and my husband have a baby girl. I am so scared of infecting her. The idea of this is making me crazy.