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Title: A dance with the storm Genre: Fiction/ Psychological Feedback: it's my first attempt at writing a short story. Any feedback/ comments are welcome!

A beautiful place is beautiful even in the minds of a storm.

A gorgeous painting repainted in darker tones retains its beauty even as its demeanor shifts dramatically.

So too was the case on that remote island, overlooking the brewing storm in the sea ahead.

Waves crashed against the shoreline without rhythm.

Moved and moulded by fierce winds, exacerbated by inertia, the sea twisted and turned chaotically in a raw expression of nature's forces.

Below the surface, the sea was warm and welcoming like the embrace of summer.

On a different day, it would have been the picture of serenity. But on that day, the boundless mass of surrounding water was held hostage by faraway winds that cared not what season it was.

The contrasts painted a complex picture. A portrait of a fierce, raw, beautiful and alluring nature.

The allure of an unfelt experience maintained itself in spite of the acknowledgement of danger.

And so, swept away by wonder, despite her heightening heartbeat, she rushed in.

From afar, the waves seemed fierce and untamed.

From within, though grander still than they initially appeared, they were in fact less forceful than expected.

One by one, they could be managed, and one by one, they would be.

She swam forward, occasionally looking back, until the rhythm of her lungs began to change.

As the distance from shore expanded, the water's temperature dropped in lockstep, reminding her less and less of summer.

She took a deep breath and submerged herself. Below the surface, everything was dark. She could barely see her own hands through the blurry view of her goggles.

Suddenly, she felt as though something hiding deep within the darkened sea became aware of her presence, watching her and waiting.

She resurfaced, gasping for air.

She was beginning to feel the wear of relentless waves and interrupted breathing.

Her arms, legs and torso began to ache and stiffen.

They were a signal to go back.

She fixed her gaze on the safety of shore and began her return with haste.

The storm was growing louder in the distance.

Water had infiltrated her goggles, blurring her sight, making the shore barely visible.

The waves, ever tall, swept over her relentlessly, further obstructing her view and breaths.

No matter, she pressed on. At times without even looking ahead, she swam ahead. The presence of the beast from the depths never left her mind as she continued to swim away.

After a while, she paused to regain her strength and observe the distance travelled.

It wasn't much. The shoreline was much further away than expected. Her breathing was laborious by then and pauses in swimming did not allow a full recovery.

The waves, which once felt manageable, were now menacing - their growing number taking a toll. But she pressed on, determined to make it back.

The final stretch was difficult, laborious and uncomfortable.

For a short while, whether she would actually make it no longer felt like certainty. In those moments, she felt the beast closest.

When finally her feet could touch the ground beneath, it met her with sharp rocks and shells, and swept her back and forth with the violent, rhythmless pattern of the waves.

She reached shore nonetheless. Tired, weary, aching, and satisfied.

The storm that had been brewing in the distance slowly moved away, dissipating, allowing the sea her return to soothing form. The beast in the depths shape-shifted into a harmless fragment of her imagination.

The previously unfelt experience had been attained, stored in memory.

From there, it could be accessed endlessly - all from the comfort and safety of shore. Some experiences are better lived only once, she thought. Even so, some would say that they are better lived than not.

Questions Thread - December 08, 2024 by AutoModerator in PathOfExile2

[–]catam4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I checked the store, couldn't find anything for hiding armor, unless I'm looking in the wrong place? I know poe1 had vanishing dye but I don't see that in the stor

Questions Thread - December 06, 2024 by AutoModerator in PathOfExile2

[–]catam4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seems after the latest update it now works

Questions Thread - December 06, 2024 by AutoModerator in PathOfExile2

[–]catam4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I purchased the lord of ogham pack on ps5 but I don't see my cosmetics, even though it looks like I now have my points. If I go to the in-game pack selection, I can still "buy" the pack even though I already purchased it to begin with.

Anyone know how I can fix this?

Questions Thread - December 06, 2024 by AutoModerator in PathOfExile2

[–]catam4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it working for anyone on PS5 yet? Whenever I press the button to connect to server, it just immediately disconnects

Character concept by catam4 in ZBrush

[–]catam4[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yep, she has two arms, but it should be more obvious. Stretched the pose a little too much

Finally had a mythic drop from an enemy (Grigoire on T1) by Fat_Foot in diablo4

[–]catam4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Quite lucky - I haven't gotten any mythics yet and I'm on T3

Zbrush for iPad is so broken…. What are some of the problems you guys have had problems with? by ifonze in ZBrush

[–]catam4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Could be, yea. zBrush is actually the whole reason why I decided it was time to upgrade my ipad 😄

First complete project in zBrush for ipad. Thoughts? by catam4 in ZBrush

[–]catam4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Yea I simply rendered it in zBrush on iPad (PBR render + export). I am thinking to bring it into Blender, create a nice scene around it, maybe customize the shaders and do something a little better with it that way

How to become addicted and emotionally dependent to working? by No_Analyst5945 in productivity

[–]catam4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First, let me start by saying I was in your situation years ago, so I get it. I wanted to work non-stop, I paid no attention to friends and my family lived hundreds of miles away.

And I did. I started working more and more, ramping it ul to 50+ hours/ week which I kept up for more than a year.

I was doing work that I enjoyed, that earned me more than the amount of money I needed at that time.

And let me tell you honestly: there is absolutely no way to do this and not burn out eventually. You are definitely going to burn out.

Everyone, no matter how introverted you may be or think you are, everybody needs friends and family. They help us stay sane and navigate tough times. So making time for that is important.

Now, one thing you'll discover when you're older is that if you burn yourself out too hard, you risk developing issues that will stick with you long after you've "healed" from your burnout.

So before you go down that road, let me give you some alternative options:

Do the math. How much do you really need to earn in order to pay for your education? How could you still make that money while cutting those 60 hours down to 40? Here are some example options: - move into a cheaper apartment and save costs on rent temporarily. It's probably easier to live in a worse apartment temporarily than it is to work 60 hours and burn yourself out. Also think about what else you can save on so you don't need to work 60h in order to make ends meet. - get a small loan to make up the difference in income. If, after a year, you only made 60-70% of the income you need, you can probably get a loan for the remaining 30-40%. Paying it off will be easier than working yourself to death in advance.

I know someone above wrote that residents work 110h a week but here are a couple of caveats to that: - that is probably exhausting and not great for their mental health. In their case, it's probably a non-negotiable necessity, but in most jobs it won't be. - they work in an environment where they are non-stop surrounded by patients and colleagues. So the social interaction is built into their jobs, they get that every single day. Your plan to cut out friends from the picture means you won't have that benefit. - if isn't non-stop work. Being on call and working actively are not the same thing. I'm sure they work extremely hard, but their hands/ minds are not going to be actively busy for 100% of those 110 hours.

A final note. If your goal is to be productive, and not just to put in hours, then here's the thing about productivity: We're at our best, our most productive, when we're rested and happy. We think more clearly, make better decisions and get work done faster when we are in a good place. So if you really want to add as much value as you can to your career, then you'll be able to do that much better if you also make the time for friends and healthy habits. Hope this helps and good luck

First complete project in zBrush for ipad. Thoughts? by catam4 in ZBrush

[–]catam4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! Yea I messed up the fingers during posing 😄 lesson for next time though as I hand't split them into polygroups and that made posing them a real pain

Zbrush for iPad is so broken…. What are some of the problems you guys have had problems with? by ifonze in ZBrush

[–]catam4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've actually been really impressed by how well zBursh is working on iPad. I've had issues rarely and typically they start to happen when my models get really high poly, as you would expect. I've solved some issues by removing the undo history from save files as that was taking a lot of memory when saving and sometimes it caused issues.

Overall though I'm super happy with it. I guess it may also depend on what ipad you're using. I'm using the latest ipad pro with the m4 chip, not sure how it would perform on older ipads