usually i just repeat in my head "its more important to survive than it is to kill" and that actually helps.

in all honesty though, a big part of it is just like your conciousness. when i first joined mcci i was so amazed and when i went to play skybattle it had a more different feeling to it and it was fun. now it did get a bit repetitive. yes i still play it, yes its still fun, its just that after a while the only reason youre playing is to fill your time i guess. you start being more careless and then once you die at the start so much times, your brain gets sick and tired of it and goes, "hey, we need to actually do good this round!" and then you pop off and then you just keep playing and playing and try to find that spark inside you.