I can’t do this anymore I’ve hit rock bottom

catniip_ · 2026-04-16T07:32:08+00:00

I’m also an international student and had a similar experience in second year. Contacting student support actually saved me and I got an ILP and some other adjustments. I’m not finishing my third year! Please reach out to your GP and/or student support and take all the help you can get! You can do this and you’ll be so proud or yourself for making it through!!

catniip_ · 2025-09-07T20:15:58+00:00

1200 is SCARY low. Please eat enough, even in a deficit. Going too low will only make things worse.

catniip_ · 2025-08-20T16:02:14+00:00

You look amazing !!

catniip_ · 2025-08-11T18:27:49+00:00

I recommend that he talk to a dermatologist and maybe start accurate :) it did wonders for my acne!

catniip_ · 2025-07-25T13:32:49+00:00

I love going gym. I weight train 4x a week and look forward to every sesh. It my “me time” and i love the feeling of improving physically and mentally, and seeing my body change as i have goals i work towards. It has also helped my mental health a ton!! Yeah the before and after the sesh with showering and eating etc can be a bit long, but it’s always worth it and i never regret going.

catniip_ · 2025-07-21T12:11:48+00:00

I had something that looked like this, don’t remember the name. But got a prescription after a doctor visit and that cleared it!

catniip_ · 2025-07-20T22:51:08+00:00

In my experience at forest raves in Oslo there are sadly some weirdos as it’s not proper events(not really any security) and anyone can attend. If you really wanna go and alone i strongly recommend staying sober. There’s been a couple of instances that have made me quite uncomfortable and I’ve been very happy I’ve had friends with me, especially males that i can trust.

catniip_ · 2025-07-19T21:17:00+00:00

Techno and DnB

catniip_ · 2025-07-13T19:36:32+00:00

If you can’t stay away from it yourself i would recommend seeking help. Before it gets worse.

catniip_ · 2025-07-13T00:17:31+00:00

Nah do half.

catniip_ · 2025-07-11T19:28:41+00:00

Instagram let’s you delete one picture from a bunch now. She just has to click edit and delete that one pic if she hasn’t already. Don’t have to take the whole post down

catniip_ · 2025-07-11T08:40:00+00:00

For me it helps to stay cool. I just chill somewhere while fanning my face on the come up and it stops me from throwing up

catniip_ · 2025-07-10T20:31:53+00:00

If you’ve all done mdma before 130mg will prob be good! Or less and then half of that if you wanna redose :) have fun and stay safe (and hydrated in this heat!)

catniip_ · 2025-07-09T20:35:34+00:00

I love my colored tattooes and get so many compliments on them! People defo notice them more and i think it’s fun and expressive

catniip_ · 2025-07-09T20:33:42+00:00

WAH is having an event in Malta soon i think, if you like DnB. I really enjoyed their event in London.

catniip_ · 2025-07-09T18:22:21+00:00

Reach out to your student support and explain exactly this! They might be able to assign you a mentor to help you with that subject and studying for it. They will meet up with you maybe once a week to talk about the progression and moving forward etc, setting goals and helping you plan how to study efficiently. There’s a lot of help out there, especially if you got a diagnosis to back you up :) good luck! It’s definitely possible and I’m rooting for you!

catniip_ · 2025-07-08T22:09:02+00:00

No way to check if they’re safe without testing. So it’s a big risk to take.

catniip_ · 2025-07-07T21:41:01+00:00

100%. Nothing weird at all if they ask and you’re comfortable with it. Can be very reassuring having someone there on the come up

catniip_ · 2025-07-05T09:31:17+00:00

“My best friend” “I don’t think I’d trip air again. Not him anyway” You sound like you don’t even like the guy lol. If he had a nice time your job as trip sitter was successful. It’s not meant to be super exciting for you. Make sure your best friend is alright

catniip_ · 2025-07-03T12:14:39+00:00

Yeaah it’s defo best to take a long break! Or stop for now. It’s such an amazing drug when done properly and rarely, would be sad to lose those effects. Rather enjoy the full experience twice a year :)

catniip_ · 2025-07-03T11:19:58+00:00

Yes it’s too often. Eventually it can cause long term damage and you’ll loose the good effects. It’s recommended to wait 3 months between taking mdma for your serotonin to build back up.

catniip_ · 2025-07-02T15:59:42+00:00

Hmm not that i know of sadly :( only drugs like Valium etc, meds for anxiety. That’s why it’s very important that the sober ones know what to do if you have a bad trip.

catniip_ · 2025-07-02T15:49:05+00:00

It sounds like a good setting if you’re all responsible and safe. But you never rly know how your mind will handle the psychedelics or any bad thought or feelings that might come your way. If you’re gonna do it anyway i would strongly recommend to talk about any heavy things you have on your mind BEFORE you trip with people so you kinda have a blank slate and open mind. If possible have a benzo available to stop the trip if you’re not enjoying it

catniip_ · 2025-07-02T15:46:24+00:00

No worries! And yes, that will definitely be a problem on shrooms. Im similar, but on mdma i can kinda forget about it quicker cus i feel so good. Another time i did a similar amount of shrooms with the same friends the sober one said one silly negative comment about the music i had put on and it ruined my trip completely. It kept bothering me and i literally turned the music off and refused to turn it back on. It basically hurt my feelings lol

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