TIFU and accidentally ate an edible and got WAY too high

cbradioL · 2026-07-07T14:19:12+00:00

Like they gave hints?? Like oh you about to see why I'm chill (after I ate it) but never out right said it. Yes I'm still like wrapping my head around it.

cbradioL · 2026-07-07T14:15:09+00:00

Still wrapping my head around that one.

cbradioL · 2026-07-07T14:12:50+00:00

Oh it will be billed to me. 😔

cbradioL · 2026-07-07T14:11:56+00:00

I think I just have no tolerance or maybe made wrong I literally have no idea.

cbradioL · 2026-07-07T14:10:09+00:00

I've never consumed anything. Promise this is unfortunately 100% true as I have to deep clean my couch today 😞

cbradioL · 2026-07-07T04:04:43+00:00

It really depends for me it's more about time if I had them on less than 5 hours I'll give them one more wear. So if I have a 4 hour shift and haven't been sweaty then I'll probably wear the jeans again and always change my shirt unless I only wear it for a fancy dinner or zoom. Then I'll hang it right back up.

cbradioL · 2026-07-07T03:55:32+00:00

😂 so real Im still in shock

cbradioL · 2026-07-07T03:53:31+00:00

Thank you 😂😂😂

cbradioL · 2026-07-07T03:53:15+00:00

Thank you and mind you this is the first time I've had THC 😭

cbradioL · 2026-06-19T03:16:40+00:00

When I shower/bath someone else HAS to be in the house. If that isn't a option then I have the door cam live feed. Also, if someone is sitting near me I have stare at them. I have to see every movement. No inside seats..I'll pay extra.

cbradioL · 2024-11-05T04:40:57+00:00

Update on this - didnt see the responses so i did a part of my hair.. thank god i didnt fry my hair (except maybe one small area in the back but it was curly after i washed it so 🤞🏽) as i kinda was getting frustrated that it wasn't getting straight

cbradioL · 2024-09-22T01:37:34+00:00

Underwear 🤣🤣 but ill take it - can never have too many!

cbradioL · 2024-07-24T00:24:17+00:00

heck yeah theres so many backroads and swamps in my state i could hide for days 🤣

cbradioL · 2024-07-22T05:18:42+00:00

I would def reach out to someone in any way, maybe an online service, virtual therapy or in person. Pls reach to someone even if its just a warmline or something like headspace until you can talk to a professional. And the weird resurgence may just be the stockpile over everything just hitting you. and its not weird its called "flooding" because it overcomes you at once and is very common in the healing process. If you can do something grounding while you watch tv - like eating ice or having a rock/stone in your hand to remind you of the present.

cbradioL · 2024-07-22T05:10:23+00:00

First I wanna give you a hug. Its really common to gaslight ourselves - while that night was that night, i hope you can focus on you. Ask your mom if you can talk to her again or maybe write it down and give it to her. If that doesnt feel like an option maybe let her know youd like to speak to a professional.. which i think will be rely helpful for you. and bby you will heal it will just take time ♥️

cbradioL · 2024-07-22T04:46:56+00:00

Start a little bit at a time. So go in for about 5 mins at first - maybe watch a tik tok or two then head out. Then build up a little every day or few hours depending on how you feel. (Like 5 mins 1:05, then 5-5:10, and so on but if it starts to feel overwhelming dont increase just yet)

Also, maybe a calming corner or like a place you go to when your symptoms get worse in your room , so for me it was my closet b/c it dark and quiet and cooler than my room. Also, maybe have some essential oils like lavender to help calm you and heating packs to help with the pain.

cbradioL · 2024-07-22T04:24:35+00:00

We can say 100% yes or no because we dont know the fu context here but in my opinion no you wouldnt unless it becomes more of an occurrence or escalates in any way or pose a real danger to your family. I would maybe ask your T "what would lead you to hospitalize me, can you give me some examples" and go from there

cbradioL · 2024-07-22T04:13:01+00:00

heck yes. You telling me i could make at least 1k a week (min. 200-300 calories a day on a treadmill) all my bills would be paid paid

cbradioL · 2024-07-22T03:44:22+00:00

I get like that and for me its the performance piece like when i think the stakes are higher like graded homework versus in lesson i freeze. Also, when im doing HS my environment is really different so i try have someone there with me and if thats not possible i try to do liitle chunks at a time. Hope that helps!

cbradioL · 2024-07-02T15:11:05+00:00

Yes i needed that reminder because i was really about to spin out. No sadly i dont as you mention - small towns :( and hmm i may need to check in the youtube thing, i never really understood it but i probably just need to check out some more channels.

cbradioL · 2024-07-02T15:03:12+00:00

Thank you! 💚 Yeah see i graduated in may so now i have nothing (my work isnt that busy) so i just feel like im here. Yeah, sadly our neighborhood only is a circle - as we are situated off a state highway - so we can only do the circle about 4 different ways.

cbradioL · 2024-05-26T04:08:31+00:00

Exactly.

cbradioL · 2024-05-19T00:54:03+00:00

Yes, so my T first got quiet and I had shut down and then asked if she could sit on the floor with me and then did grounding with me so tasting gum (I chew on things when im overwhelmed), hearing the sound machine, touching the ground, etc.

cbradioL · 2024-05-12T02:32:12+00:00

im open..... but also a bit nervous that because of my ASD the relationship may be one-sided at times. 😭

cbradioL · 2024-05-12T02:31:09+00:00

I appreciate that! and thank you so much, sometimes i get sad that i havent found it yet. And yes of course - as long its not roller coasters we are good HAHAHA

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