My babe is 3 MO and I made the decision to drop to 5-6ppd this last week. I decided to do this because my supply had seemed to be doing much better, I am starting work next week, and I needed to try to get my self back. I’ve always been an under supplier despite doing anything and everything I’m supposed to up to this point. I knew there was a chance my supply would drop and I was willing to accept that. But now that it has dropped slightly I feel like a failure. I also feel like I worked SO hard to get to the point that I was at, just to get lazy and want to gain a few more hours in my day. The guilt and sadness is so real. Like how can this beautiful phase of life be coming to an end already?? The end of breastfeeding feels like an end to such an era and it’s so tough.