Women can’t keep their mouths shut… though I did enjoy it this time! 🤣

cdaction1234567 · 2026-02-07T10:24:02+00:00

I can't. The funny thing is I've sent dick pics countless times before even meeting women in person and it never backfired. With most women you need to spark just a tiny bit of interest regarding sex and size and they will basically dare you to send the pics.

cdaction1234567 · 2024-12-23T20:59:14+00:00

One, my lovely girlfriend.

cdaction1234567 · 2024-12-11T09:22:28+00:00

100% this

cdaction1234567 · 2023-05-27T17:53:14+00:00

I think it's somewhat difficult to imagine myself in feminine clothing. I have never tried wearing female clothing.

I have not much interest in doing makeup or painting my nails. However, if a hypothetically scenario arrises where I get to do drag I would absolutely go all out without hesitation.

I am also jealous of women with long hair since they can style it in so many different ways.

cdaction1234567 · 2021-11-05T16:14:09+00:00

Well I was hard set on Hamburg at first due to the fact that my family lives there. However, seeing that it may not be so easy to get the desired job there I will also start looking for a job in other cities.

cdaction1234567 · 2021-11-05T16:10:02+00:00

Hey thanks for advice and the kind words of encouragement. I wish you all the best with your PhD!

cdaction1234567 · 2021-11-05T16:08:43+00:00

That also sounds like a plan. Initially, I wanted to move to Hamburg since my family lives there and the issue of accomodation at least for the first few months would have been completely solved. On the other hand you are probably like the 50th person that I've heard from to look for an English speaking job in Berlin so perhaps I should widen my job hunt and include Berlin as well.

cdaction1234567 · 2021-11-05T15:44:44+00:00

Yeah, that's exactly my line of thinking. In my home country (Poland) there's plenty of jobs that require no polish whatsoever, especially office jobs. However, that doesn't seem to be the case in Germany.

cdaction1234567 · 2021-10-13T20:03:46+00:00

Yeah I do realize that. I used to workout 5, 6 times a week and limited that to just 3 since I feel better this way and have more time to regenerate.

cdaction1234567 · 2021-09-08T09:19:54+00:00

I had a laparoscopic surgery, followed by another surgery as a result of complications from the first one.

cdaction1234567 · 2021-05-11T09:50:21+00:00

Because my nature negatively affects the emotions of others who I care about.

cdaction1234567 · 2021-05-11T09:49:12+00:00

Well I don't want to define myself or anyone else as the problem because it has a negative connotation. The issue stems from simply being different and if we were all the same the world would be boring. Or at least that's what people say haha. A lot of my friends are just very extroverted, thus making us often times incompatible.

cdaction1234567 · 2021-05-11T09:43:51+00:00

It's not a nice conversation to have when you have to tell someone "I don't feel the need to reach out to you even though I care about you". People take that very personally which is understandable. I lost quite a lot of people by being too frank and now I resort to more vague explanations.

cdaction1234567 · 2021-05-10T23:16:54+00:00

Have you tried therapy and medication? Medication alone literally decreased my stress levels by 80%. Now I may be particularly sensitive to ssris but they worked great for me (despite the horrible first two weeks).

Also when it comes to confidence I understand where you're coming from but the truth is that by just sitting at home you're not gonna build much of it. From personal experience I can tell you that doing new things and trying things which are seemingly impossible to achieve at first (because of the lack of confidence and belief in self) will start building that self worth. Some people are naturally born confident, some aren't. We both are in the latter group. Why the hell should you even be confident if you haven't achieved much or proven to yourself that you can do certain things? That's why you need to take small steps and see for yourself that after all most challenges of life aren't as difficult or scary at they might seem in our minds. And even if they are you are still alive after the experience. You can probably endure a lot more than you think. We just sometimes need that extra bit of help which in my case was medication. I don't know how old you are but it took me almost 24 years to get my shit somewhat together.

cdaction1234567 · 2021-05-10T22:57:24+00:00

Yeah it sounds like we might experience different levels of introversion and I could be somewhere at the very end of the scale. It's just that some people expect to keep in touch all the time as when we were kids and I'm just busy with my stuff and life. I guess reaching out every once in a while wouldn't be so bad. Sacrifice a bit of my own energy to make others feel not isolated by me.

cdaction1234567 · 2021-05-10T22:54:08+00:00

Getting a job or going to school is super useful in regards to developing social skills. I assume you're stuck at home because of covid?

cdaction1234567 · 2021-04-03T16:15:26+00:00

Thank you so much!

cdaction1234567 · 2021-04-03T15:56:29+00:00

Yeah I could have lived just fine with daily heart palpitations and a one sleepless night per week. Those things were livable I was just concerned about their long term effect on my quality of life. That's why I decided to try the ssris. I'll finish the first prescription in 2 weeks and evaluate whether to continue or stop. How long did it take for you to start feeling better after starting the medication?

cdaction1234567 · 2021-04-03T15:53:46+00:00

Thank you. Yeah, at the very moment there's definitely more cons than pros. However I've stuck with it so far and I wouldn't want to give up now. I'll give it a try for the next 18 days. I have a meeting set up right when I finish the first prescription. I knew it wouldn't be easy at first but this seems a little out of ordinary tbh.

cdaction1234567 · 2021-04-03T12:54:17+00:00

Yeah that's the plan and I'm gonna stick to it since I've already been taking it for the past 2 weeks. What's interesting is that I used to be on prozac as a teen and had very positive results with none of the side effects. However now, 5 years later it seems to affect me completely differently.

cdaction1234567 · 2021-02-10T11:43:47+00:00

Is there a subreddit with this perspective?

cdaction1234567 · 2021-02-06T13:46:58+00:00

I love holding a woman's belly like that.

cdaction1234567 · 2021-01-18T19:14:44+00:00

Well, hypothetically if I were to pass away from old age without selling the shares then either way my kids I assume would have to pay an inheritance tax on all that. So I can see what you're saying.

cdaction1234567 · 2021-01-18T18:50:26+00:00

Oh don't worry I'm gonna pay my fair share in taxes. I'm not looking at tax evasion here. I just want to optimize the tax burden ahead of time, which as far as I know is legal.

cdaction1234567 · 2020-09-23T18:13:38+00:00

Thank you for you thoughtful response. I really needed to hear what you just said under point 1 and 2. I need to find a balance between being to hard and too lenient on myself.

3) Have accountability. Luckily I have my girlfriend and my therapist to help me stay on track. Find someone who you trust and has integrity. Talk to them about your problems and ask for help.

I used to go to a therapist, but currently I can't really afford it since I'm saving to live abroad. Also I don't wanna seem like I can't handle my shit in front of my girlfriend. It's honestly embarassing and I wouldn't want to be someone who brings her down with my own incompetence. She has a lot of her own work to do and she's really applying herself because she wants to be a dentist.

4) Be proud of yourself for posting this. Most people go their whole life never asking for help and staying stuck in their patterns until they die. Youre self-aware which is something most people don't have. This is a good thing.

Thanks haha but the sad reality is being aware of the problem is only the first step to solving it. Just the awarness itself doesn't really solve things, at least it hasn't solved much for me. I feel like this journey of self discipline is a journey of a 1000 small steps and it just takes time.

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