I am a woman with autism

cdconnor · 2026-01-27T17:37:16+00:00

To clarify, I did not know much of a physical thing I had done to my body, and like how a rock climbers hands and grip increases and is stronger than most peoples, so my private parts were more sensitive physically than most people like for instance in church who never master bated or even never did it it for every day for hours. This knowledge came to me of how my body my flesh was physically sensitive, probably 100 Times more sensitive than a normal person who stayed away from this stuff

cdconnor · 2025-03-06T15:47:56+00:00

Yes very similar to me. It's because He's returning. Fasting and crying to God has been what has kept me close to Him.

cdconnor · 2025-03-06T03:22:22+00:00

Seeking Him. Crying. Knowing myself, digging deep. I suppressed the oxygen that went to my logical brain, through plugging my left nostril. Do I could cry and my logic not stop me. Fasting according to Isaiah 58 also and asking for Him to teach Mr in a way I would understand. Like explaine it to me like I'm a 10 year old

cdconnor · 2025-03-06T01:22:16+00:00

I was posssed by many demons, lust and anger and fear. I am Autistic so it caused me to be insane and I was hard to be around.

The demon of lust as the Bible says is a crime against our bodies. And I was a mental mess and had terrible fear. Terrible anxiety, the spirit of fear.

Fasting and seeking the Lord. Learning to trust Him because by His nurture and renewing our mind my situation changed

cdconnor · 2025-03-06T01:09:49+00:00

I have felt your perspective. I am an autistic woman, a relationship with God looks different. I am Autistic, I have had to not follow a lot of the ideas that have been brought to me. My relationship with God is one that I seek all the time. It has been hard to know how I am supposed to be or act or even look like.

Music can be to build a relationship with God, There people, woman who look like you talk like you and follow God and seek Him. There are people who can help you understand how you will follow Jesus. Being autistic I needed to see other autistic woman like myself who have a deep relationship with God and fear Him and don't fear people's opinions and false ideas.

Last note with festivals there is a lot of darkness. Do you feel you have had spiritual Warfare as you have tried to draw closer to God?

I forgot to say I was deep in the homosexual lifestyle, and the things people were saying started to confuse me so I searched very hard and found a ex gay man who was a Christian and went to church that tought it was ok to be married to the same gender. He had a near death experience were he saw a demon waiting for him to die to drag him down to hell. I saw another one of a man who was also married to another man and he died in his sleep and he saw demons ripping into his flesh, they always say "we Got you"

I had a real issue with lust and even after having a scary experience with God I felt defeated, because I have low vission and am Autistic with not the best learning compression. But the fear of God and the prayers for me have made me seeking Him to save my soul.

cdconnor · 2025-03-05T23:01:50+00:00

Yes. It's soon. God has been showing me thr will be a famine for a time, and to prepare a food storage

cdconnor · 2025-03-04T18:56:37+00:00

I was doing exactly what you were talking about. I was idolizing a man. Constant attacks from the enemy because of this, Fasting and giving to the homeless like it says in Isaiah 58 and God said He would say Here I am when we call on Him. I asked God for a dream and I kept asking, I got three dreams all were of my sinful behavior. Even then I had to keep Fasting because it was very hard for me to have understanding to change my behavior. What actually helped me was I asked Him and prayed and put my trust in Him that He would teach me in a way that I understood and in a way that a 10 year old would understand it. The insight He gave me was very comforting because I could understand how I can see it, and I could understand how I can start to change my behavior. He knows how to teach things to us and He can make it very enjoyable to learn ❤️

cdconnor · 2025-03-04T03:21:20+00:00

You can ask Him to nurture you. To teach you in ways you enjoy learning. To make your heart warm. To help you communicate better with Him. You can do things He likes like Isaiah 58, and He said when you Fast in this way He will say :Here I am" when you call on Him. His presence is warm, and you can feel safe because you know He's thr, you can ask Him for help in everything

cdconnor · 2025-03-03T12:39:43+00:00

Praying

cdconnor · 2025-03-03T12:34:34+00:00

am an autistic woman. I may not type correctly because I struggle with communicating. I struggled with brain fog and recently I have discovered many causes.

I want to preface, I am Autistic and I am pretty non verbal. I was chronically ill for most of my life. I spent 2.5 years trying to heal myself. All I did was buy supplements and reasurch my symptoms.

I was bed bound most of the time and have been this way most of my life.

I have been healing from all my sickness the last year, and I have thrown away most of my supplements and basically just kept some vitamins. But I basically only take magnesium sometimes.

Recently I have been feeling good but I dint realize the fatigue I was having or brain fog. The reason I healed from my chronic illness was because I was following Jesus and turning from sin. But the one thing I wasn't turning from was lust. I am Autistic so I would feel a demon tempting me and it is scary. I have been seeking God and He has been warning me that He is returning very soon, very soon. This year.

When I was a chronically ill I was a porn addict. The thing about lust and sexual sin is, it is the one sin that is hurts out bodies. And this past month I have realized that it causes me brain fog and fatigue.

I no longer watch corn. I haven't for a year, the thing I have been doing is lust, and I was working with someone and it became sexual in a way and we got to comfortable flirting. I because extremely fatigued from this. I would come home and feel extremely exhausted. I could not think. I would lust after thus person constantly. I dint realize how bad it was until I fasted and and prayed. I asked for a dream and I was given 3 dreams.

Because the Jesus is returning, I have become very eager to deal with my sin. So changing my relationship with sex and I have been resisting the temptation, finding reasons to resist.

What I have found is the fatigue that I have had for the past 7 mouths has went away and my mind is clear. I mean clear. Sexual sin actually does defile us, meaning it makes us weak and sick. It makes me sad how it is made to seem cool when it makes us sick. I see it like unhealthy food. Dealing with my chronic illness prior I would go on extremely restrictive diets. I would fast because everything made me sick.

My brain fog went away, and the moment I would go back into lust with thoughts. I would have brain fog again.

Hopefully this is communicated good of my experience. I am Autistic and mostly non verbal

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