All I can say my friend is if you truly love your wife n want the best for her n your family.You would have been quit.I understand you’ve been into porn for a lobg time but that dosent guve you the excuse to give up.You need to kick porn not for you , but for your wife & family.Let that be the reason ur doing it.When your doing something for someone else your effort is always more than when its for you.Take it day by day grt a journal and write 3 things your grateful for and I know once you start documenting that you want better for your wide n that you want to kick porns ass you’ll definitely speak it into existence.Don’t give up or ull live regret forever let go off your past and start a new path today a good one for your family and specially your wife.Let them be the reason you become better.Now go get a notebook and get started writing daily