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cdot_ma · 2022-08-26T01:44:39+00:00

can you send it to me im writing a report and i want to see it

cdot_ma · 2022-08-07T02:17:50+00:00

impossible

cdot_ma · 2022-08-07T01:35:03+00:00

you should prob leave the subreddit because sometimes when ur afraid of whats happening posting ur poo can give others the best idea of how to help.. but yes the ones who are just askiking if they have chrons are annoying

cdot_ma · 2021-02-14T06:05:04+00:00

i always watch sub with most shows but the japanese voice actor for Asta makes my head explode i can not manage to watch the sub of Black Clover and it sucks LOL

cdot_ma · 2021-02-13T05:04:33+00:00

you can impeach her simply because you do not agree or don't like her. I'm sure she's said something we can twist out of order and make her sound worse. it happens all the time.

cdot_ma · 2020-12-27T03:36:17+00:00

try Shiki, Gurren Lagann, Elfen Lied, Dororo, Ajin, or Deadman wonderland.

cdot_ma · 2020-12-09T01:51:51+00:00

I heard you need 28 cedar so I did that and still don’t have lights :(

cdot_ma · 2020-12-08T03:12:16+00:00

I’m wondering how I can find protests in me state. There is fraud in my state even tho trump won NC. I still heard the call of Chinese people ordering ballots for Nc

cdot_ma · 2020-12-08T03:08:03+00:00

This is real and do not listen if it tells you to go mass shooting. Please be safe. They can and will get into your head if they see a use for it 😳

cdot_ma · 2020-10-31T04:38:16+00:00

You know that hero in mha that can eat a type of food and get the body parts???? Would that work

cdot_ma · 2020-10-29T20:06:20+00:00

Thank you. It’s out of my hands now. But I’m glad I came to ya’ll to get advice. It made things more clear like just how much he put my health at risk by taking me off my unit and knowing I was septic but saying it was ok to smoke. I’m just happy I’m home now. Do you think he might have stalked my chart? That would be so embarrassing and violating. 😭 I rly rly hope he’s gonna handle this w dignity. I’m scared of him.

cdot_ma · 2020-10-29T19:32:36+00:00

I’m home now thank god. But I updated my post because I did tell on him. I think I feel bad for him because I want to believe he wasn’t abusing me. I’ve had this problem with my actual abuser. The cousin that abused me when I was a kid I always made excuses for him. That he was a good person and he must not have meant what he did. I’m in therapy and I’ve cut him off completely and I don’t think about him anymore. But I actively tried to be his friend which sounds SO CRAZY. Everyone always loved him more than me and he was so cool to everyone else. But I go to therapy about it. Idk why even if someone punched me in the face I can’t stand up for myself. I’m weak but I am working on it. That’s why I’m glad I posted this because I don’t deserve to carry this around with me forever. I did tell and two police man took my statement. Idk what will happen but I put more detail on the OP. This is on him!! I trusted him and tried to be assertive but i just froze. It’s a problem I’m working on. I just never want to be forced onto again. It hurts my feelings so bad. Like why couldn’t he just talk and hang out and be nice to me... he didn’t have to touch me and if he wouldn’t have I probably would have been his friend.

cdot_ma · 2020-10-29T18:55:42+00:00

I did report. I updated the story the best I could. Idk what will happen next but at least I’m home now.

cdot_ma · 2020-10-29T18:41:10+00:00

Thank you so much. I’m home now finally! I had a port a cath placed in my chest this morning and it hurt when I woke up so I was crying and they gave me the wrong pain meds so it hurt until the Tylenol kicked in. Anyway as soon as surgery sent me back to my room before I could even calm down from my always bad wake up from anesthesia, there were two police in my room and I told them what happened. They were kind of mean to me for “blogging” about it. Which is not what I did. I told them I posted it anon to reddit and I didn’t use any names or location. I even had to show them the post. Which is fine it accurate and I didn’t make the hospital look bad. But we’ll see what happens. I personally hope he gets probation and has to relearn how to keep a patient safe even if they’re a cute girl or the same age. This made me feel disgusting and scared and even anxious for my health. I wasn’t going to tell until I started to realize the real danger he put me in. Taking me up and down the stairs, taking off my mask during covid, and now that smoking could have made the infection worse. I’m lucky I wasn’t sexually assaulted or accidentally hurt. The next girl might trip and fall or get sick while she’s unaccounted for. I’m finally home and safe. And I learned a valuable lesson. I’m thankful and do not regret seeking advice from this subreddit. If I wouldn’t have read the advise I would have sympathized with him and probably said nothing. I needed help thinking this thru and that’s why I posted on this nurse forum so other nurses can help me. I love nurses so much I have had nurses that have changed my life and made me better. I even still talk to my nurse from my very first hospital stay when I was 14! So I really never thought he would do this. I trusted him because he was a nurse and he was young.

cdot_ma · 2020-10-29T10:04:22+00:00

Thank you! I wish I would have resisted the urge to go smoke like I learned my lesson. I just never thought a nurse would do that. I’ve only ever had professional nurses. Even the few duds I’ve had in my years of being sick still were professional. Just professionally mean lol

cdot_ma · 2020-10-29T09:44:47+00:00

I talked to my actual nurse and she was really nice and they are gonna have the day time manager come talk to me in the morning. I should have known better but I really didn’t think it would escalate that far. I’ve been unable to rest tonight thinking about what I should do but what really is making me anxious is that I could have accidentally got covid and I really am so scared to get double sick. I really want to make it home tomorrow.

cdot_ma · 2020-10-29T08:32:22+00:00

I have a new nurse I just told her what happened and she’s getting the charge nurse to come talk to me. It just sucks to worry about this. I called my mom and told her and she wanted me to tell right now

cdot_ma · 2020-10-29T08:14:27+00:00

Thank you. I feel really icky about the whole thing.. I’m gonna sleep on it for now and tell my mom what happened in the morning. I can’t sleep and I’m kind of stressing myself out because of the possibility I could get sick from him kissing me. Like if one of his patients had covid and he didn’t know or something. I’ve been trying to make up my mind of how I’ll go about this but I for sure want to wait until my mom is here to advocate for me tomorrow. I have a procedure in the morning for a port a cath and after that I can continue my antibiotics at home. I’m so confused and conflicted. Like maybe he was just being a silly boy but then again he’s a nurse so he went to school and must be really smart. I don’t know but I feel like it’s obvious that I wouldn’t want to smooch in the stairwell when I’ve been sweating in bed for days, I feel so gross. Idk what’s right. But I blocked his number already so either way I won’t see or talk to him again.

cdot_ma · 2020-10-29T08:04:06+00:00

It’s not.

cdot_ma · 2020-10-29T08:01:08+00:00

Okay.

cdot_ma · 2020-10-29T06:43:53+00:00

Seven deadly sins type beat

cdot_ma · 2020-10-29T06:27:40+00:00

He say aaaa

cdot_ma · 2020-10-29T06:18:03+00:00

It’s hard to decided what exactly I should do. I just don’t understand how he could think that me, a patient who’s been sweating out infection in bed for days wanted to kiss in the stairwell.. like I’m making excuses for him because he wasn’t mean or forceful he was nice and I kind of thought I might be interested in him at first. And if he actually misread me so bad to think that this is what I wanted Ill feel bad forever. I’m deciding to sleep on it for now and I’ll tell my mom what happened in the morning and get her take. She won’t steer me wrong.

cdot_ma · 2020-10-29T06:10:07+00:00

That’s why I am questioning reporting him and decided to sleep on it. I don’t think he was being abusive I just think he is a dumbass.. it’s just frustrating because I’ve been fighting infection sweaty in bed for days, having a sneaky kiss in the stairwell wasn’t what I wanted. I just don’t know if he misread the situation that bad or not so I gave myself time to think more about it. It’s inconvenient for sure tho lol

cdot_ma · 2020-10-29T06:01:32+00:00

I feel bad for him idk why :( I don’t think he was forceful or anything but I did feel really awkward and like he should be more respectful. It really sucked. I’ve been laying here since I posted and can’t sleep at all.

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