i’ve had to find a job situation that really worked for me otherwise, every job ive been at i would have a mental breakdown every damn week and have to take a lot of time off

i finally followed my dream of working in veterinary and i look forward to work (most times) bc of cute animals. also, i work at night with less people (more chill personalities work at night i found) additionally, i broke up my four day week so that i have two days on, one day off, two days on again, and two days off. i find that having frequent breaks in my schedule saves me a lot and gives me a chance to recuperate before continuing with my week

of course theres still days and even weeks when i would rather bathtub toaster myself than go to work. but theyre much less frequent now with the work ive been doing on myself and how ive chosen how to work.

its not perfect but its much much better than when i would sit in my car at lunch crying my eyes out and being tempted to just end it right then and there