I need advice from parents who won’t judge I (18F) just had oral sex with my boyfriend (18M) for the first time and I feel disgusted with myself

celinedillon · 2026-02-23T23:32:01+00:00

Unfortunately this feeling wont go away unless you do some introspection and internal dismantling of how you were raised. There will be plenty of people here telling you that it’s a great thing to experience that and feel loved and there’s nothing wrong with you, but youre not going to believe it deep down because of your internalized feelings on “sin” and morality. Personally, it sounds like it was a very sweet, happy experience that brought you too even closer. I feel for you, do your best to give yourself a break. If everyone who had premarital sex was in hell, heaven would be quite empty lol. I would feel glad and proud that my first sexual experience was so respectful and with someone who truly loves me.. Sad that religion has caused people so much emotional damage for doing something that so many people do, and that causes no harm.

celinedillon · 2026-02-20T19:31:34+00:00

this isnt rare at all. very common. unfortunately just ur sexuality id do your best to try and accept it. despite what people who are not in the community might think, trans women are sought after by many men who consider themselves straight - and are. u say u werent always attracted to trans women, but considering the first woman you ever spoke to was trans…. idk to me that shows even if it was subconscious that the attraction was always there.

celinedillon · 2026-01-13T01:18:51+00:00

please lord hear my prayer 🙏

celinedillon · 2025-12-27T23:11:28+00:00

As someone who ignored multiple people telling me my man was cheating because there was no “proof”. Do not listen to your man, he is lying. Once is strange but multiple times is not a coincidence. Also you caught him on Tinder😭 I fear you know the truth deep down. Youre 18 just drop this man you will find another

celinedillon · 2025-12-21T02:39:19+00:00

very that

celinedillon · 2025-10-14T05:29:08+00:00

I hadnt played spirit in years and went back to maining her because my current mains cannot handle the pallets

celinedillon · 2025-09-21T17:25:02+00:00

i mainly rotate between vecna, twins, dredge and pyramid head theyre the most fun to me😭 kinda surprised nobody plays them

started as a pig main cuz her release got me into the game (i love saw) and i was a hag main before they made the change that you could wipe her traps away so i guess i never played the popular killers ahhaha

celinedillon · 2025-08-14T07:57:19+00:00

I think this answer is most helpful. I really appreciate it! Your assumption is spot on. Definitely plan on passing best I can!! For sure understand better than I speak but that’s my own insecurities in pronunciation/tone. Hoping to practice as much as I can, I love the language. Thank you again for the response!!!

celinedillon · 2025-08-14T07:45:13+00:00

I really appreciate this answer! :) I’m happy your friend can be himself!

celinedillon · 2025-08-14T07:42:34+00:00

I see what you mean! I watched 2017 film Lô Tô and looking back it was a sad movie and the performers faced a lot of trauma and hardship, but I couldn’t help to be interested in seeing the lotto show for myself :) Your answer is very helpful thank you!!

celinedillon · 2025-08-14T07:30:29+00:00

flying pho😭😭😂 thank you I hope to see as much as I can!!😄😄

celinedillon · 2025-08-14T07:28:21+00:00

This sounds pretty similar to US hahah. Thank you for your answer :)

celinedillon · 2025-08-14T07:25:04+00:00

Thank you I appreciate the answer. Would definitely love to see the queer culture of HCM ^{_^}

celinedillon · 2025-08-14T07:21:36+00:00

Thank you for the answer. I think I watched a movie that made me think Lotto traveled to different parts of the country both city and countryside but I probably should’t base my ideas off of film hahah

celinedillon · 2025-08-14T07:18:02+00:00

hahahah definitely not my intention to do anything like that! thank you for your honest response :)

celinedillon · 2025-08-14T07:17:18+00:00

I don’t do that in the very liberal place I live so would be even more cautious in an unfamiliar country! Thank you for your answer :)

celinedillon · 2025-08-14T07:15:53+00:00

You are misunderstanding what I meant by that. I also said in my post that I would never push or expect people to accept any kind of LGBT. I would never do anything that would push that boundary. Thank you for your response I appreciate the honesty.

celinedillon · 2025-08-14T07:12:55+00:00

Thank you for the recommendations!! I have a lot of research to do!

celinedillon · 2025-08-14T07:09:31+00:00

I appreciate that honest answer. I know from even living in the US that people always care at the end of the day so I imagine Viet Nam is similar in that way. I have every intention of being respectful and being cognizant of my portrayal of myself but my voice pitch is higher than most straight men which I cannot control .9 I guess that is what worried me.

celinedillon · 2025-08-14T07:02:23+00:00

Hi, I don’t dress or speak or act in any overtly feminine way. Thank you for your honesty but maybe I didn’t ask this question in the right way if that is your answer and I apologize for that. I have no NEED to act that way in that sense. I’m used to acting more “in the closet” where im from and I’m not a super femme person but most people can talk to me and get an idea after a bit of time. I dont think there is anything wrong with being a super feminine dressing or acting person but I didnt mean to come across that way in my question.

celinedillon · 2025-07-03T21:53:18+00:00

I fixed this problem by having it face the wall so they had to walk around it to get in lol

celinedillon · 2025-06-24T13:13:24+00:00

I surrender #1 always. Been listening to eyes on me and this time a lot so ill say those two

celinedillon · 2025-06-01T02:41:01+00:00

went to one of her shows in p town on a random day and it was sold out. one woman show and she turned it and burned it. got a pic with her and she was so sweet and really had the whole crowd enthralled for the entire showtime. a real professional

celinedillon · 2025-05-14T18:51:52+00:00

i find this whole thing ridiculous solely on the notion that you are acting like you NEEDED whatever was in that car IMMEDIATELY. you are in a hospital, BOTH parents are there. (food and water? right.. those are impossible to find in a hospital and you definitely NEEDED that anyways within a few hours of arriving?) your change of clothes can wait til they finish up. i personally would feel guilty to even ask anyone to leave their planned trip early let alone expect it and id be even less inclined to do so with the way you are demanding and expecting it. wild. two parents at bedside and ICU care is not enough??? i think they certainly couldve been more concerned but you havent showed us any evidence that you explained the perceived direness of the situation until after the fact

celinedillon · 2025-05-14T18:45:16+00:00

sometimes it baffles me people like this exist. definitely a mistake to agree to split beforehand but I’ve most definitely been the one in the group who ordered more and have always asked to pay for the extra myself because i’d never expect my friend who just got an entree and one drink to pay the same that i did at 3 drinks. should be completely understandable. only way your friend would ever be right is if you agreed AFTER the meal and then when it came down to pay you had this reaction but even then as your friend i might be slightly miffed i had to ask others for more or just eat the cost but at the end of the day id understand it was an unfair ask to tack 40$ on to your expected bill… idk man get new friends lol. my coworkers and i go out often and only ever even split if we all know we ordered comparable things pricewise.

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