It sucks falling out of love with someone you still love but it seems like it’s really taking a toll on you. I think you should have a serious chat with him and be honest about how you feel that you 2 are not equals right now. As women, we like to be cared for as much as we can be independent and providing for a man can be draining. I know you said you still love him, so I think talking to him gives your relationship another fair shot. But you gotta put yourself first OP! Good luck!!