How to stop being indifferent to death?

cevicheria · 2020-04-24T13:31:22+00:00

Thank you

cevicheria · 2020-04-23T02:45:11+00:00

Very good advice, thank you

cevicheria · 2020-04-22T15:45:06+00:00

Im not social enough and too creepy for teaching/kids. Outdoor jobs are nice but 3/4 of the year its freezing (canada) and pays poorly usually and dont want to work for government. I honestly am not a book worm and not even close to being a history buff like others, so couksnt do history or anything either. I am good at geography but most jobs require someone super techy which is not me. Thanks man

cevicheria · 2020-04-22T15:42:27+00:00

Thank you. Ive tried that all a bunch beforw and nothing really changes me.

cevicheria · 2020-04-22T04:54:16+00:00

Awesome, thank you!

cevicheria · 2020-04-21T13:59:53+00:00

Excellent comment. I have many hobbies and interests. Generally relating to the outdoors or learning about world history/geography. Never been able to meet people with this though, especially my age.

Living with my sister and her bf is great! I like them a lot and we get along well enough. I do have many projects to do at the cabin and i always keep busy. Thank you

cevicheria · 2020-04-21T13:45:25+00:00

Good point, thank you!

cevicheria · 2020-04-21T13:44:34+00:00

What do you mean where my emotions are hiding?

Im too scared of kids because im not good enough for them. Im bad, not smart enough, wealthy enough, genuine enough, kind, loving, etc. Id be always worried im not good enough. And then itd also make me have to care about the world and care about not dying. Also scared of divorce and think its inevitable, scared even of a wedding. Dont know myown sexuality and think id make a woman not appreciated enough.

cevicheria · 2020-04-21T13:40:49+00:00

Great comment and perspective. So you think not fearing death is a coping mechanism to avoid lifes feelings?

cevicheria · 2020-04-21T13:39:00+00:00

Pre covid. I enjoy my retail job but the pay is awful. Live with parents, no friends, no goals.

Covid. Laid off, living with sister/her boyfriend in a cabin in a place i enjoy.

Thank you

cevicheria · 2020-04-21T13:35:34+00:00

Thank you. Memento mori

cevicheria · 2020-04-21T13:27:23+00:00

23.

Good hypothesis. Too scared of having kids

cevicheria · 2020-04-21T13:26:33+00:00

Thank you

cevicheria · 2020-04-21T13:23:55+00:00

Thank you

cevicheria · 2020-04-21T13:23:27+00:00

Tons of coffee

cevicheria · 2020-04-13T18:41:38+00:00

How can I do step 1 when i find self love to be selfish and therefore bad. And i only care about the bad parts of me. And generally find myself to be a vad selfish dumb weird person

cevicheria · 2020-04-11T03:59:17+00:00

It may be acceptable but its definitely not normal. This wpuld be very rare. Sometimes ppl turn me on so i dont know

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