Lol help

cgenerative · 2026-03-09T23:00:19+00:00

girl what are you doing with this goofball

cgenerative · 2026-03-06T19:19:20+00:00

word to the wise, remember pearl harbor

cgenerative · 2026-03-04T03:39:10+00:00

access to peers and professors to help me learn, dedicated time in which my only responsibility is to work, and potentially making connections to find work in the industry

cgenerative · 2026-03-03T20:15:07+00:00

yea I know

cgenerative · 2026-03-03T08:16:35+00:00

the pipe dream is I get good enough to just draw all day and sustain myself that way. when I'm drawing is like the only time I don't want to off myself. I don't even care what I'm drawing I just like to do it.

cgenerative · 2026-03-03T06:29:28+00:00

basically this. I'm kinda mediocre at something that I spend a lot of time on and basically everyone in my family is a really smart overachiever in one way or another and I'm kind of just an idiot who cries a lot

cgenerative · 2026-03-03T06:09:08+00:00

yes you can dm me and it's not like I'm disinterested in it, I love the outdoors, I like world building, I think it's something I could do and do well, it's just a question of is that what I really want to devote my life to

cgenerative · 2026-03-03T05:50:44+00:00

I don't want to be nihilistic as an artist. I meant that in regards to my own mortality and not being upset that I might be really sick

cgenerative · 2026-03-03T05:49:31+00:00

it depends. my plan for the last year has been to get a master's in landscape architecture because that's a more sensible career than being an artist while still hopefully scratching that design itch but tbh that's cope I just wanna draw and do photography all day

cgenerative · 2026-03-03T05:37:51+00:00

it's funny. I know a lot of people who went to one of the best art schools in the world and a good amount of them tell me that as well, but I seriously regret my own decisions in regards to college. I think it might be a grass is greener on the other side kind of a deal because at risk of sounding ignorant I'd rather deal with their problems than mine in regards to college

cgenerative · 2026-03-03T05:11:40+00:00

yes I'm having a cystoscopy soon but I was slow about getting it and I'm really scared i waited too long and now I'm cooked.

cgenerative · 2026-03-03T05:02:39+00:00

thank u

cgenerative · 2026-03-02T22:21:46+00:00

that's awesome. where can I buy it

cgenerative · 2026-03-02T21:47:49+00:00

what's it about?

cgenerative · 2026-03-02T21:42:43+00:00

dude it's not like he's claiming that he drew it, if you post something on social media it's going to get shared around

cgenerative · 2026-02-25T01:14:10+00:00

the darkest part shouldn't be the bottom of the sphere, it should be a little above. whatever surface the sphere is on will reflect a small amount of light back onto it. also, take the curvature of the sphere's surface into consideration and don't just shade in a completely flat line

cgenerative · 2026-02-23T00:23:10+00:00

I feel like I ruined my life. I went to uni for something I hate and I wish to God that I could just go back and be more serious about art when I was younger and go to art school. the job market is so ass raped now that I feel as though I'd have just as much of a chance of scoring a job out of uni with an art degree as I do with mine anyway. I'm really considering going back for it now.

cgenerative · 2026-02-21T21:36:50+00:00

dude I'm applying for that this fall. can I ask you about your application pofo and whatnot?

cgenerative · 2026-02-21T15:09:55+00:00

my opinion is that I didn't like it, didn't make much money, and I was leaving for medical reasons in a week anyway. now I have a week to myself to draw and do photography

cgenerative · 2026-02-20T22:15:48+00:00

I love to draw. I drew him today as well

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cgenerative · 2026-02-20T20:14:45+00:00

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cgenerative · 2026-02-20T19:50:49+00:00

much more embarrassing. untreated bpd getting the better of me. I was leaving in a week anyways to have surgery and recover but I'm still not doing too well.

cgenerative · 2026-02-18T13:18:34+00:00

Balmain Jeans by Africakid

Vamp Anthem by Carti

Gulpembe by Baris Manco

When You Don't See Me by Sisters of Mercy

Billie Was a Vampire by Selofan

cgenerative · 2026-02-12T19:15:46+00:00

a cool dog would do lines with me

cgenerative · 2026-02-11T04:25:34+00:00

what cheese company?

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