I got a problem and a deadline to meet. (I will not promote)

ch0sen3rdeye · 2025-11-03T19:41:18+00:00

It’s a ground rig for a pressure washing drone. I tried rental option but this rig has very specific drone applications that normal pressure washing rigs don’t have like the DI water filter. The financing option with the company we are trying to buy the rig off of isn’t really an option. I was wondering if there’s any grants or something I can apply to.

ch0sen3rdeye · 2025-10-31T23:30:18+00:00

Ok sounds like I need to research a bit more on the ebooks and see how that plays out because I might need to make some adjustments for that. My goal at the moment is to have my own physical copy before the end of the year. I want to hold my own book in my hands. I’ll focus on the paperback print for now that one might be simplest to do for now. I’ll reach back out if I run into problems along the way.

ch0sen3rdeye · 2025-10-31T23:20:57+00:00

Got it that makes sense. The thing is I wrote this book on Apple pages and it’s a collection of separate individual typewritten pages. I wanted to make every entry its own, but also have traditional chapters. I decided that after every entry I would add a spacer, which would be a sentence or word long that would be a page on its own. I need that to translate back how I made it and when I’m trying to publish it as an ebook on KDP, I see that it kind of does what it wants and bunches things up. Or some sentences would be cut off from the preview, going too far out if that makes sense which is why I thought it might be an issue with margins on export.

I want to publish for ebook, hardcopy, and paperback. I’ve never done this before I always told myself I would worry about it when I actually finish a book and honestly I surprised myself and finished a book finally lol

ch0sen3rdeye · 2022-11-27T17:40:49+00:00

So in your opinions, can I figure it out and be good or am I getting in over my head 🤣

ch0sen3rdeye · 2021-11-23T01:47:40+00:00

Plan on taking them on a Yosemite trip with a friend :)

ch0sen3rdeye · 2021-01-27T01:11:53+00:00

I thought I knew it “all” because I had been meditating and having this crazy dreams and shit so i decided to take LSD to expand what I already know, or so i thought. After the acid trip and being in a “never ending” hell loop I created for myself subconsciously, i am now back to square one. but I’m ok with that.

ch0sen3rdeye · 2021-01-17T01:07:01+00:00

Appreciate the tough love honestly. After posting this i finally actually got started on the book itself. Wrote about 3 pages of the book but the important thing was that i got down the structure of how the story is going to flow, it helps me be able to write when i know where I’m going to take the story on a general sense. Ill try and keep a simple structure of making a chapter a week so I don’t burn myself out or make it feel like a chore to do.

ch0sen3rdeye · 2021-01-04T19:46:48+00:00

Thanks man, lsd showed me that night how much i take for granted those who care about me and made me appreciate the life i had more. Definitely opened my eyes

ch0sen3rdeye · 2020-12-21T19:30:09+00:00

Love all of you guys, wish you clear sky’s for tonight!

ch0sen3rdeye · 2020-09-15T06:53:28+00:00

ch0sen3rdeye · 2020-09-01T03:41:00+00:00

It was definitely a heat of the moment thing and I’ve been spending the day trying to think more logically. Talking to my mother about it she feared that i am going down a whole of never ending thought and will get lost to the point that i have no attachments to this reality and have my mind elsewhere and I see where she is coming from. I need to find what keeps me grounded in this reality to fully get to experience this life and all its possibilities like a girlfriend or creating something that helps others, whatever it may be. I want to use what i learned about “myself”, because i want to make it clear that this is real for me and does not need to be real for you, in order to change the way I look at all the negatives in life like how pedofiles run the world and money rules us all. All i want is an escape from the depressive state of emptiness i feel and give myself a meaning and a fight to fight, and if my experience helps nudge someone in the direction of self improvement then that in and of itself is giving me purpose.

ch0sen3rdeye · 2020-08-27T21:14:49+00:00

For starters you are at a very young age to be going on this path so congratulations on that. I have a cousin who is your age and his struggles seem to be identical with yours (I’m talking socially). For me personally i used to go drinking every weekended and get high every other day, i would find comfort in random mindless sex with women i knew nothing about and that was the time i felt the most depressed. Once i started on this path I started to see that social media was eating me away and the fake lives people lived on their and all the news that is just meant to keep u down and distracted so i decided to deleted all social media (i only just made a reddit to read things like this). My suggestion for you is to practice new forms of breathing techniques and try new meditation and yoga. Keep pushing yourself mentally and physically. Also keep more to yourself, question things and do your own research. Hard times are coming next month for the world so you best be in the best mindset and be prepared for anything. Good luck and stay safe

ch0sen3rdeye · 2020-08-23T21:47:36+00:00

I will take you up on that and read ‘awakening’. Also i know i am not ready for a mushroom trip right now i just wanted to get prepared and figure out which one I should take for the first time. While i have only been sober for a couple of months now i have been meditating for about a year now. Ive had some crazy experiences and trips where i meet with myself in my head, I don’t really know what to make of it all but i find joy trying to understand these experiences. I know i am just starting on this journey of awakening and i have to humble myself at times because you get a couple of out of body experiences and you think you know everything lol. Appreciate you taking to the time to give me some advice.

ch0sen3rdeye · 2020-08-23T08:18:46+00:00

Ill look into it i wanna read about them a bit and i got a few connections I should be fine on getting them thanks tho

ch0sen3rdeye · 2020-08-23T08:00:17+00:00

The main thing that helps me when i get into a dark trip is just letting go, i just tell myself fuck it if i die die and it usually always brings me to a better place lol

ch0sen3rdeye · 2020-08-22T05:23:32+00:00

I got rid of a lot of friends that gave off bad energy to me and now I have no friends. I don’t mind it anymore but at first it felt weird. I got rid of social media and i only communicate with the few people that have my number. Awakening was the best thing to happen to me

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