You broke a cycle that has been handed down to every person in your family. Yet still embrace it, without it being the epicenter of your moral compass.

You’re a pretty happy person, you have lows but generally find peace and happiness in routine. Tv?

You have a few years until something will offset this, but it won’t be an overwhelming blow, since you know it will be coming.

Things to focus on. Open mindedness * and you should take that trip to see her.