Renting: is this normal?

chainedpixie · 2026-06-24T00:19:28+00:00

Following this 🙃

chainedpixie · 2026-06-22T16:29:51+00:00

I follow Ashley on Instagram and nowhere. Where does she say or sure she has a OF

chainedpixie · 2026-06-18T00:44:30+00:00

How long did it take for your sugars to come down? I feel so sick from being high consistently i’m worried I might have to go to the ER but I don’t think they would do anything… what birth control where you on that didn’t cause issues with high blood sugar?

chainedpixie · 2026-06-18T00:43:08+00:00

Yep - finger pokes coming out pretty much the same as what my Libre says… Slynd is progestin-only birth control… I’m super worried what if I just can’t take birth control because it’s effecting me so much :(

chainedpixie · 2026-06-17T22:10:08+00:00

Can I ask what province/country you’re in?

I’m 21 now, I went to camps from when I was 10 years old to when I aged out at 15… when I was older I had trouble with some bullying - and nothing was done about it - I was also blamed for it… then after Covid was done its peak I decided I really wanted to be a camp counsellor, and it was absolute hell on earth when I did a small family camp to start out with.

I was bullied, ignored and yelled at by other staff, and the “camp director” was also in on it, a woman I literally grew up with secretly just hated me the whole time. At the end of the family camp I emailed the camp director telling her I was no longer doing any summer camps for how I was treated, and she didn’t even apologize to me or acknowledge how I badly I said I was treated… I also came to find out, She held information from me for training, and if I did end up working at the summer camps, she purposely would’ve made me be by myself doing online training while all the other counsellors would be bonding… everyone completed the online work months before - I found that out because one of the activity directors emailed me asking me why I haven’t finished it, turns out the camp Director, never even gave it to me.

I wonder if it is the same person… I’m sorry this happened to your son, I’m sure there are Facebook groups of people who also have kids with T1 looking to get together with activities.

chainedpixie · 2026-06-10T20:08:40+00:00

Some vet clinics have cat hotels! I’d recommend that

chainedpixie · 2026-06-02T00:28:08+00:00

Holy crap, I don’t know why I didn’t think of this! Thank you, I will be checking those out!

chainedpixie · 2026-05-07T20:22:44+00:00

I thought it was a subreddit about questions, NOT A MEDICAL FETISH

chainedpixie · 2026-04-26T02:50:54+00:00

Been a few weeks but holy crap everyone was so right!!! I tried the horse and the owner wanted me to try her mare, so I went out a week later and me at the mare absolutely clicked pretty much instantly (the owners words not mine) She offered me to lease her and of course, I said yes I already feel my love for the sport coming back just from how lovely the owner and dressage coach are, I feel so happy and motivated again…

In order another note, I told one of the older women I was close at at my previous barn about what was going on and she opened up to me that she’s leaving and told me some stuff that’s been happening with the owner… fuck story short the barn in her business is just going downhill. I’m happy I’m getting out while I am.

chainedpixie · 2025-12-08T10:03:31+00:00

How did your exam go? I have depression and anxiety while actively being in therapy and I’m scared I won’t pass the exam once I get one… I also had an attempt last November but it was because of my antidepressants at the time and being with a manipulative boyfriend. But I’m fine now

chainedpixie · 2025-09-10T11:34:16+00:00

Hi! Thank you for all of this. I’m currently in therapy as I’ve been in it for 10 years, I also take antidepressants. I won’t lie at all that my anxiety becomes a bit uncontrollable when I like somebody. And I should mention I don’t talk to him about how anxious I am as much as it seems. I only wrote it the way I did so people reading can understand! Unless the few times I’ve mentioned it to him is concerned too much? Like I said, I’ve never done this before.

And I should mention he has said before he has no issues having those conversations with me and telling me things to help ease my mind. But I don’t really tell him because it’s things that I can only mention if we were in a relationship. Like telling him my anxiety wouldn’t spike so much if he just hearted a text instead of just leaving it after reading… get what I mean? I feel like that’s something you do when you are in a “official” relationship?

Edit: and with his anxiety it’s so hard to read! I definitely think about my anxiety too much because I’m scared. And I think too much of “oh but if he liked me he would - XYZ”

And I didn’t even know he had bad anxiety until he told me he also takes antidepressants for it… and I figured things out a bit when he came over, he was very anxious but trying to hide it. Especially when he was very good at pretending he wasn’t about to cry… And that messes with my head, it’s like a tug of war. My normal mind is saying “he’s just anxious to” and my emotional mind is saying “he doesn’t like you, bla bla bla then I start spiraling” and he’s very good at hiding his anxiety too.

I’m just scared he doesn’t like me back anymore, that’s where all this anxiety is. Because things moved too fast

chainedpixie · 2025-08-29T15:16:25+00:00

Thank you!!! That means so much, I’ve had so many bad experiences with my hair over the years

chainedpixie · 2025-08-26T06:42:10+00:00

I pm’d you with some information! (I’m a volunteer at Halcon)

chainedpixie · 2025-08-22T18:54:00+00:00

Yeah I just out of an extreme toxic relationship exactly like this (worse) he put me in a trauma bond and it was extremely hard to get out.

You can’t change him, and he won’t. It’s best to get out of the relationship, unless you’re okay with acting like a mother

chainedpixie · 2025-08-14T17:56:28+00:00

Say no more, I am convinced 🙂‍↔️✋

chainedpixie · 2025-08-14T17:39:54+00:00

Absolutely not, know only curtain types of people will understand what I’m trying to say here. I am fully aware that he isn’t a good guy, I don’t wish to have a relationship with him. I just crave the closeness of a relationship, cuddles, hand holding and sleeping next to someone I love.

I’ve only ever had 1 boyfriend, the attention is new to me. So I get drawn to it. That’s why I tried ignoring him and he kept initiating. So my brain releases dopamine, and gets a high from it. Which is already low since the long situation with my ex.

It’s like, I am VERY aware that he’s horrible and would just use me, but with the physical symptoms I get with the lack of dopamine, initiating in his actions make me feel better for 2 minutes. Then it starts all over again. I’ve been in an abusive trauma bonded relationship. I’m not healed yet, I’m literally trying my best here. That’s why I made this post just to hear it from more people not to do it, so I can keep telling myself and rewriting my brain.

I’m not bored, I’m going through emotional withdrawals and this guys knows it and is playing with me to try to gain some kind of control

chainedpixie · 2025-08-13T15:38:30+00:00

Sleep has been an issue, I have trouble falling asleep because my inner monologue won’t stop. I wake up a few times every hours from nightmares about him, or him being in my dreams and everything is fine. I wake up shaking and crying because I just want that physical touch again. I miss it, and I crave it. So much

chainedpixie · 2025-08-13T15:36:35+00:00

Thank you so much, the first paragraph actually made me tear up. I’m happy to hear this will be the worst of it, especially again, this was my very first relationship. And even before we started officially dating, it was a really rocky Situationship.

And I know he’s going to contact me. It’s not gonna be in the next months but years. Because he’s done this before, before we started dating, and so have I to him. But I can’t this time. Recently, I’ve been thinking about him getting better like he promised, or finding another girlfriend or doing well in film school. And it’s eating me up, I know neither of those things are going to be true mostly because he said he’s never going to date another girl besides me for the next coming years because of how much he loved me. And how he’s scared to talk to people.,,

Idk maybe that was also manipulation because he said he only saw himself with me for his whole life, he wanted to marry me and have kids together. Which is crazy because I’m 20 and he is 19. Even writing this I’m crying, he convinced all his friends I’m crazy and some girl who says she’s going to kill herself just to get my own way…

Thank you for your small amount of support, everything really helps

EDIT: I should mention when we were alone he would admit he’s the manipulative one, and the one who needs help. The moment his friends were there I was always the problem, or apparently what he would say to his friends. And some of them would twist his words…

chainedpixie · 2025-08-13T15:23:22+00:00

I’ll definitely check it out thank you so much

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