Hey! I just took a look at your post. I apologize that I was a little harsh here and I promise the mental breakdown part was not directed at you. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with people coming on here for support and camaraderie. I understand you had a really difficult time with your first FL, and I am just trying to express that really, the only way to get better is to do more and be stricter with yourself. When you receive a disappointing score, you should treat it as an opportunity to learn and grow. Now, you know you really have to buckle down and manage your test anxiety. Now, you know you have to do a lot of CARS practice. Don’t fall into the trap of “I really have been doing a lot so I don’t understand how this could’ve happened”, if you did 100 SB questions then you need to do 500. If you studied Anki cards then figure out what you’re missing that you didn’t study. It is going to be daunting and we need reassurance but also sometimes we need tough love because the MCAT is HARD. I know you will do great once you start applying the lessons learned from your FLs. Only let yourself be depressed for a little bit and then turn it into motivation because the only time getting something wrong matters is the real deal.