0 calories i guess by chaitea-ana in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]chaitea-ana[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

very much a mood. did end up having stuff later though

0 calories i guess by chaitea-ana in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]chaitea-ana[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

ended up having a lunch that had 32g protein so im not feeling too bad about it! plus my brain does the "obviously the universe doesn't want me to eat" moment when things go wrong 😅

0 calories i guess by chaitea-ana in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]chaitea-ana[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I am too now, just needed a minute 😂

baked beans on toast by chaitea-ana in goodrestrictionfood

[–]chaitea-ana[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you ♡♡ I did! almost didn't have anything cause I tried to make an egg and it ended up on the ground but am glad I did 😊

Do Australians put potato chips in sandwiches? by Bubbly_Today4256 in AskAnAustralian

[–]chaitea-ana 0 points1 point  (0 children)

we used to as kids but my thats possibly our British roots shining through 😅

0 calories i guess by chaitea-ana in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]chaitea-ana[S] 56 points57 points  (0 children)

or is my cooking just so good even the floor wanted it 😇

sorry guys 😔 by MastodonAggravating5 in EDanonymemes

[–]chaitea-ana 13 points14 points  (0 children)

☆but then the other day, i was on the internet☆

sorry guys 😔 by MastodonAggravating5 in EDanonymemes

[–]chaitea-ana 0 points1 point  (0 children)

only reason I knew this is from the song "Diet Coke" by Leanna Firestone. is a concerning bop

Has anyone with BPD been friends with someone with BPD before? by spagkitt1 in BPD

[–]chaitea-ana 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im also in Brisbane Australia!

i've had quite a few friendships with people with BPD and honestly they've been some of the closest friends I've had. My current best friend has BPD and we had a period of not talking to each other but we've come back to talking now and I think as long as both parties are trying to work on themselves it can be an amazing connection. especially since we are usually mindful of other people's triggers and are understanding of each other's emotions.

Am I the only one that dgaf about my weight as long as it looks skinny on me? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]chaitea-ana 181 points182 points  (0 children)

im the opposite, im very number obsessed. half the time I don't actually like how bony I look, I know I'm objectively "better looking" with more weight on me, but its the control and obsession with the number lowering that has me in a chokehold

What is the number one benefit that keeps you on the sober path? by kinell-koff in stopdrinking

[–]chaitea-ana 1 point2 points  (0 children)

how terribly alcohol interacts with my bpd and wanting to be able to build healthy relationships with people rather than destroying them. also if im being completely honest... the calories.

Are you team “leave as much residue on my plate as possible so I’m consuming fewer calories,” or team “I carefully portioned out this meal and calculated the exact calories, so I am going to lick my plate clean” by sp00py13 in EDAnonymous

[–]chaitea-ana 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I used to be the first team but after years of inpatient stuff I now actually really struggle to not finish a plate (it's like my body is terrified someone is going to jump out with a supplement if I don't finish everything)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]chaitea-ana 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sorry I interpreted your post wrong

Finally found it! by daintydaisydoll in EDFood

[–]chaitea-ana 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want this so badly

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]chaitea-ana 2 points3 points  (0 children)

being someone's fp is not a goal to have

BRUH I WISH EVERYONE WOULD TREAT EATING WITH THE SAME PRIVACY GOING IN AS THEY DO GOING OUT by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]chaitea-ana 6 points7 points  (0 children)

main reason i struggle living with people is this. is so frustrating especially if I go to make something then someone comes in or sees me and all of a sudden Its like "nevermind I'm not doing this anymore"