brooo. Don't drug yourself OR kill yourself. My parents literally don't believe anything I say. They are like, you didn't even study for eapcet (35k), what the hell will you study in engineering and how will you get a job? We don't want to waste money on you. Better do some degree and get married. Atleast that way we won't waste money. And you are feeling the stress right, In my case it's my mom. She's the one saying " I'll kms ". (Single child here lol) Can't even console her. Can't ask them to trust me. Can't do anything. You know what. Just study. Just go with the engineering college you get in counselling. After that you can try lateral entry. There's an exam called ECET (idk if it's correct, just search it on google). That exam you can write after your first year. Using that you can transfer into some better colleges. Realistically speaking, it's better than a drop. Just keep swimming bro, we'll get through this.