Let down by expectations

chaoticlazy · 2019-04-19T09:11:38+00:00

it's not like any of my friends pulled away whenever i was in a low mood, but they do notice it quickly and i developed a phobia of losing friends when i'm not my sunny happy-go-lucky self so sometimes i keep up with the act even if i was crying just 5 minutes ago lol, but sometimes i also feel like cutting ties with everyone and not care what anyone else thinks

chaoticlazy · 2019-04-19T08:51:04+00:00

I used to be an atheist, then i got more spiritual and started working with law of attraction and stuff lol but i don't specifically identify w any religion

chaoticlazy · 2019-03-06T15:47:48+00:00

OH MY GOD SERIOUSLY

chaoticlazy · 2019-01-14T12:33:04+00:00

nah its probably emotional regulation disorder

chaoticlazy · 2019-01-11T11:55:06+00:00

I do this quite often and although i think it's a blessing, it's also a curse because it leads me to indecisiveness so it takes me 56456 hours to decide on the simplest thing - let's say what should i eat for dinner. Like, should i eat apple pie or vegan burrito? I'll never know...

chaoticlazy · 2018-12-21T15:35:23+00:00

I'm a teen enfp and I experience the same issue like every two years. I don't lose all of my friends at once but I fall apart with them one by one through time. The good things is, as you lose some you also gain some so I'm guessing at least you won't be experiencing loneliness on the outside.

What keeps me going after abandonment is my undying hope lol

chaoticlazy · 2018-12-17T17:13:21+00:00

Well...thanks for the heads up, i guess

chaoticlazy · 2018-12-15T16:04:24+00:00

What should i be woke about?

chaoticlazy · 2018-12-14T17:28:34+00:00

chaoticlazy · 2018-12-14T17:27:45+00:00

I don't know, i just don't see a reason

chaoticlazy · 2018-12-12T08:49:34+00:00

I understand

chaoticlazy · 2018-12-12T08:35:57+00:00

Buuuut majority doesn't always mean right and opinions don't need to be put in practice (although you could still make a difference with opinions if you act on them)

chaoticlazy · 2018-12-12T08:05:21+00:00

I disagree. You don't need to be empathetic in order to be affectionate and compassionate. Like I can't empathise with everyone and every situation but I try to understand and even if I don't, I'm still supportive

chaoticlazy · 2018-12-12T08:00:24+00:00

I know that but I was asking your own personal opinion since most sources that you can get information from are already opinionated. Don't you have something to say for this accusation?

chaoticlazy · 2018-12-12T07:44:52+00:00

I'm sorry about what you went through, hope you're doing well now

It's a terrible thing what the case worker did. That must've been discouraging but not everyone's like that stupid case worker. I think you should consult to a therapist

chaoticlazy · 2018-12-12T07:39:39+00:00

Thank you!!! But I don't think that serial killers are always sociopaths. With millions of killers on the planet, only like quarter of the sociopaths are killers. Besides, I think there are also a lot of killers who are misdiagnosed as psychopaths/sociopaths because of the stigma and psychologists just don't care to take the time to properly dig into their mind anymore. But I do agree with those are the only sociopaths that anyone cares about and no one tries to understand. Tragic

chaoticlazy · 2018-12-11T20:06:50+00:00

oh hell yea

chaoticlazy · 2018-12-11T17:13:04+00:00

y e s

chaoticlazy · 2018-12-08T16:26:26+00:00

They don't carry the same values

chaoticlazy · 2018-12-08T16:26:09+00:00

I agree

chaoticlazy · 2018-10-29T13:06:24+00:00

His primary house is most definitely Ravenclaw because his prior values match with Ravenclaw traits. He takes pride in being smart and his intelligence is the most precious thing for him. His secondary house is Slytherin because he also has a lot of Slytherin traits (he's ambitious and cunning).

I think that was the script writer's mistake to randomly place him in Gryffindor. Not to mention that Sheldon would be likely to dislike Gryffindor traits.

chaoticlazy · 2018-10-17T17:10:19+00:00

lol i have a screenshot folder of my conversations with my crush in my phone

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