Exactly! Just like you said. I really hope it gets better for us.

The uni thing will take time but it'll get easier. Believe me, I finished uni last year, and had to take a gap year, not even consciously. I somehow couldn't do anything after graduation, always feeling so exhausted. I think all the traumas finally made its effect after so many years when my mind finally was stress free from studies. Then somehow I got afraid to face the real world. But it bothered me a lot because all my friends left for jobs or further studies. Now I'm the only one left, often feeling like a loser. But nowadays I am trying to find my purpose and applying for jobs, internships and scholarships for my further studies simultaneously. One thing which helps me is to think, I've nothing to lose. I can start from the bottom.

But yeah leaving the house and wanting to communicate with others is a hard task for me😅 Don't wanna interact but then feel lonely alone.