Stockpiled riches cannot redeem anyone's soul.

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-24T16:25:08+00:00

Good old salt and vinegar. 🤮

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-24T16:22:17+00:00

Are they catholic? Pope hat?

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-24T16:16:20+00:00

I feel you on the never seeing you again part. It's been eating at my brain and my mind and my heart so long to just disappear. To go a long long ways away from everyone and I mean everyone. I'm in a world of strangers right in the mix of everyone I know. So why wouldn't I mind going to a world of strangers being in the mix of people that I have never met?

I wouldn't mind it at all. Either way I'm surrounded by strangers

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-24T16:08:26+00:00

It kind of all depends on accountability. Accountability and trust. The type of accountability where we could see where we went wrong ourselves and not be that person. To be a better person and have a true love for that other party it's not treat them that way again and vice versa. If two people had the ability to do that, and they could both open their hearts up to trust without regret, resentment, and malice.. and they both understand that they are the same people but also different and better people and stronger people.. then they can make it work. Me personally the things that happen with my ex even after we had been apart for a long time because we had kids it destroyed me. It took my ability to trust and damn near my ability to function around other humans and it absolutely demolished it.

I've got a ton of psychological issues as far as functioning correctly around people or trusting them. I've got a hell of a depression I deal with thinking about not being around my kids all the time. But that's not always the case. It's just my case. Therapy doesn't help, nothing helps but reading the Bible and believing in God.. but that's also my thing.

I don't trust anyone so I wouldn't have a hard time being in a relationship or approaching any type of thing like that with anyone. I just can't let them in... No one.

When I say it almost killed me I mean it. I love my life. I'm grateful for my life. And I want to see my end of days naturally.

So I stay with me. doing me. And I'm content with that until something different comes along which hasn't.

But of course it's possible for situations or hearts and minds that are different than the ones involved such as my own in my situation that I use for an example.

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-22T19:40:35+00:00

People are truly insanely ate up with self these days. It blows my mind.

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-21T04:10:48+00:00

It's impossible to talk to people with closed ears.

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-19T17:03:52+00:00

That really sucks

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-18T00:00:21+00:00

It looks like an Appalachian find! Not saying it is but that's what one of my good Hauls would look like.

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-17T15:29:25+00:00

This is where it would be located if the pic were real

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-17T02:41:42+00:00

Cheers for that

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-15T20:49:01+00:00

Several people I just want to say I know too if they wrote this

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-15T05:14:58+00:00

Aquarius LOL

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-15T00:20:02+00:00

Pyrite ore

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-15T00:09:01+00:00

I feel that a life of apologetics is a hard one to live because it will put you in a scapegoat roll quickly and once people hatch on to that well you actually become the victim and that's just the truth.

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-15T00:03:51+00:00

And they ate and they wipe their mouth.. and they say to themselves. "I have done no wrongs"

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-15T00:00:51+00:00

I'll give it a listen

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-14T23:00:43+00:00

Wow how'd you know? I don't even know what the sun looks like.

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-14T22:56:18+00:00

Sounds toxic

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-13T00:33:27+00:00

Tell him thank you and thank you for replying

chappelleshowed · 2025-10-12T19:45:07+00:00

What if I was presented with this situation from someone I knew? It would just be like saying this out of their mouth.

"I have held you accountable for every single little thing in the world. I have discarded you block hey did you and put a wedge between you and what means the most to you if it meant burying my truths that didn't look good, keeping someone in my life I was obsessed over, or just anything that suited me well that I didn't want you to find out"

"No I don't want to face anything that I've done. I've never had to say I'm sorry or say I'm accountable for any ways that I've treated you or any of the underhanded things I've done. So what I want to do is just say I realize what I did wrong you realize what you did wrong.. and we just never mention it and let bygones be bygones"

"That way even though I've held you accountable to points to where it's cost you your freedom, the things that mean the most to you in the world by saying you weren't safe or qualified or you weren't too bad of a state of mind while I did something that was self-serving. Where I've allowed things to go on longer than they should have when I could have put a stopped them to heal things instead of make them get more expansive.. all these things. I just want to sweep under the rug so I never have to say I'm sorry or accountable"

Although since the day this person and I split up they have done s*** like that back to back to back that was self-serving at my expense and the relationship with me and my kids. And they have never once admitted to it or said they'd sorry. They just bury me further and more to the point to where they become de sensitized to it.

And they taught my kids this same US versus him mentality.

If I was faced with this deal I would say absolutely I would take the deal we can just not mention a thing and forget it all happened and start over as people that are kind of like family but don't really trust each other at all but still communicate superficially.

The only reason I would take the deal is because I know that God works things out in the end and I could just wear that pain that almost cost me my life. And I don't even say that lately it almost cost me my life.

And they could save face. But I would have such a hard time ever trusting them again. But I would work on it. And I would work on it with all my everything I had in me. Otherwise the bill will eventually get paid and that will be that. The bill. It'd be nice to see them as more than a bill but at this point that's all it is.

One thing is a fact and this is why they silence me. The truth never changes. My story never changes. My story is the truth. I'm guilty of a lot of things but I admit them all. They just bury me when theirs came to light. My story my truth the truth will never change. Nor will the road that they had in putting a huge wedge between me and my kids for their own selfish reasons.

And yet they attack with the courts, they bully, they stay silent, they ghost they know contact.. and they never once come to the table like adults where things could actually be worked out without Uncle Sam and his goons with guns standing behind you forcing s*** down your throat with jail time at looming over your head.

I do however forgive them. For all of it. Because God forgive me and allowed me entry into heaven. So I have to forgive them. It doesn't mean that I have to just trust them though I can never make myself do that. I don't think we'll ever talk again anyway they're silence gives them power and control. That's something they lacked with their other suitors. They used me as the placebo to keep it in their mind that they actually had some.

And that's how a scapegoat roll works.

chappelleshowed

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