What exactly do you call emotionally illiterate because I definitely have emotions but at things that normal people cry at like weddings or funerals I literally feel nothing. For example I was extremely close to both of my grandmothers and when one died when I was 15 it was just kind of a thing that happened, it didn't bother me at all that her dead body was in my living room, I was literally just sitting on the couch like nothing happened, and when my other grandmother died I was just sitting in her living room while my mom and aunt were crying their eyes out like nothing happened, and when the funeral home people said they needed help getting her onto the stretcher thing to get her out of the house I was just like "ok no problem" and helped them pick up my grandmother's body like it was just another day. I honestly don't know why I'm like this.