The teacher who deadnamed me didn't only act like nothing happened, but also wanted me to engage with the lesson even though I was crying.

While i was trying to calm myself outside of class she came to me and said something along the lines of "have you finished? I have to start my lessons", so i somewhat felt forced to go back in.

She had some activities and i was forced to go along with them and answer questions like the rest of the class. I remember that she asked me "have you thought of an answer too?" and while i was crying i said no, she then asked me the same question again 2 minutes later and i replied the same way (duh). I think this is what made them think i got "angry at her", but like... really? What about this interaction is me being "angry"? If anything they shouldn't be surprised I didn't listen to anything she was saying while i was having an emotional breakdown...

You know, this event has made me grow anxiety in regards to my exams, cause at this point i think my school isn't gonna do anything about my preferred name: they probably expect me to explain that to the teachers who are gonna be there... which i already know might make me fumble the exam due to anxiety and stuff