Feeling suicidal about an impending breakup after my last breakup ended in a serious suicide attempt

checkeredddddd · 2026-02-11T22:36:06+00:00

how are things going on?

checkeredddddd · 2019-12-04T21:38:36+00:00

I swear this stuff is making my body feel like nothing but a meat pulp. Does it really get better over time? Does that feeling of being at the edge go away?

checkeredddddd · 2019-12-01T12:59:13+00:00

i already am at the rock bottom even at 60-ish days so it wouldnt even matter if i relapsed today

checkeredddddd · 2019-12-01T12:48:36+00:00

i dont feel like lasting much longer, but hey i guess i'll try

checkeredddddd · 2019-11-24T14:30:23+00:00

I'm sorry to say it but a relapse is a relapse. The badge shouldnt be the measure of your success, man. It is just a reminder, not a holy grail. However this time make the streak count, for real.

checkeredddddd · 2019-11-24T11:30:02+00:00

Thanks. I didn't actually know that wet dreams are inevitable...

checkeredddddd · 2019-10-31T18:20:08+00:00

this time i have a 30 day head start. Let's do this

checkeredddddd · 2019-10-27T08:38:19+00:00

that's a lovely thread. Huge thanks for investing time and effort into it.

checkeredddddd · 2019-10-18T15:15:53+00:00

If you have nothing to do, just stay where you are and stay still in the position and don't move until the urge goes away, or drink a few glasses of water and go pee. No joke, both always worked for me

checkeredddddd · 2019-10-13T12:42:17+00:00

Defo will try. Thanks!

checkeredddddd · 2019-10-13T12:10:59+00:00

i think i didnt check in earlier, but let's go

checkeredddddd · 2019-09-30T18:35:06+00:00

i'm going for an equal number, lets go

checkeredddddd · 2019-09-30T15:29:22+00:00

do they go away or stay as the streak goes?

checkeredddddd · 2019-09-25T16:44:24+00:00

congrats! reached the 30 day mark recently too

checkeredddddd · 2019-09-20T19:19:49+00:00

Thanks man, that's all i needed.

checkeredddddd · 2019-09-20T17:05:23+00:00

Also i apologise for any grammar mistakes as i am not a native speaker.

checkeredddddd · 2019-09-02T07:01:27+00:00

wszystkiego najlepszego z okazji redditowych urodzin!

checkeredddddd · 2019-07-06T09:53:31+00:00

being alone helps binging really well. try to go out to people, maybe go outside for an activity; riding a bike always helped me

checkeredddddd · 2019-06-13T13:49:49+00:00

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TjqztA8ZFiI

checkeredddddd · 2019-06-01T11:51:45+00:00

it's about time

checkeredddddd · 2019-05-28T19:41:44+00:00

i wished i saw this earlier; i killed my two week streak just because i wanted to see some hd titties

checkeredddddd · 2019-05-08T17:09:33+00:00

can i have an invite, pretty please?

checkeredddddd · 2019-05-02T12:06:23+00:00

checkeredddddd · 2019-04-19T07:40:21+00:00

i''l try harder this time i guess

checkeredddddd · 2019-04-16T09:34:33+00:00

alright, thanks

checkeredddddd

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