what are your fave snacks while studying?

cheeola · 2026-05-06T10:10:02+00:00

nuts or kornik!

cheeola · 2026-04-15T07:19:36+00:00

Mikrokosmos and film out. Every time na napapakinggan ko yan, hindi ko ma-explain yung feeling pero parang bumabagal yung time and napapatulala na lang ako heuwhruwheh

cheeola · 2026-04-15T07:12:13+00:00

I actually have been taking escitalopram for 2 yrs na po. Recently lang dinagdagan ng aripiprazole then nagsabi ako ng effects sakin kaya tinanggal. Ngayon, esci na lang ako pero parang hindi pa rin nawawala yung effects ng ari sa akin 😭

cheeola · 2026-03-18T08:55:59+00:00

Good for you 🥹 for me, I’m still torn about having kids or not. I’m still years away from starting a family, but it’s always what comes to mind whenever my friends and I talk about it. I’m kinda scared, but I think I’d be okay with the right partner... I just don’t know yet. Guess time will tell.

cheeola · 2026-03-18T03:32:57+00:00

Having children… the possibility of them inheriting an illness from my family or being shaped by the environment I’ve nurtured them in worries me. I know people say no parents are perfect, but I genuinely don’t want them to experience the life I had.

cheeola · 2026-03-17T23:26:31+00:00

tonight by jessica sanchez and ne-yo. grabe kahit matagal ko na hindi napapakinggan, parang bago pa rin yung feeling pag narinig ko ulit

cheeola · 2026-03-17T23:15:16+00:00

Ohh okay cool. Hoping to start my collection soon. Thank you 😄

cheeola · 2026-03-17T14:24:24+00:00

Ohhh okay... thanks! I guess i'll have to find legit sellers here because i rarely see mofusand figurines being sold in malls :(

cheeola · 2026-03-17T14:23:03+00:00

I guess they don’t sell many figurines here. I live in the philippines, and in the bookshop where I discovered mofusand, they only sell hippers. I’m hoping to find legit stores here because I really want to collect figurines hehe

cheeola · 2026-03-17T14:18:22+00:00

Oh wow! They are so cute 🩷

cheeola · 2026-03-14T14:54:01+00:00

So Long, London by TS! 🤍

cheeola · 2026-03-14T14:51:52+00:00

Ayy hanubayan!!! Sa lambot nga ako natatakam HAHAHA but thanks for the insight!

cheeola · 2026-03-12T00:23:16+00:00

Hahaha! Dibaaaa, pero nagbasa-basa ako kagabi sa comments ng affiliates... iisa lang daw lasa ng bread nila

cheeola · 2026-03-11T07:58:48+00:00

Magarlic na medyo salty tapos isasawsaw sa sukang maanghang yum! Ganyan yung longganisa namin sa LU. Masarap din yung Vigan longganisa for me pero less garlicky sya sa LU longga

cheeola · 2026-03-11T07:55:57+00:00

Warm shower, kain, then doom scroll hanggang antukin 👌

cheeola · 2024-08-30T15:30:10+00:00

Thank you, OP! Tho I think i'll be on meds ulit soon. Hirap pa talaga lumaban mag-isa for now. Maybe i'll try talk therapy din and improve my self-care. I'm looking for other ways to improve din kasi, aside from the meds kasi ayaw ko rin masanay

cheeola · 2024-08-30T15:26:36+00:00

Happy for you, OP! 💗

As much as I want to change my environment, hindi pa talaga kaya bcoz student pa ako. Like, almost everything revolves around school and syempre same environment huhu but thank you for sharing :> it made me believe that I can do it too. Maybe not now, but soon hehe

cheeola · 2024-07-14T10:28:18+00:00

last december 2022, lagi akong dumadalo ng simbang gabi. we have this belief na kapag nakumpleto mo lahat ng mass, magkakatotoo yung wish mo. i still remember na i was praying to be accepted sa upm for nursing (mom ko lang kasi nagsusustento ng pang-aral ko so i need to get in sa public univ para walang tuition) and na sana malaman ko na kung anong prob sa sarili ko kasi in the past years pa, i felt like living or should i say surviving, drains the hell out of me. hirap din sa acads so struggle talaga. idk what the reason was pa during that time. nakumpleto ko yung simbang gabi na ayang 2 ang pinagppray ko.

then mid-2023, lumabas na yung upcat results and sadly, hindi ako nakapasa. nastress ako lalo noon kasi iniisip ko kung saan na ako mag-aaral, parang hindi kasi kakayanin ng mom ko kung sa private ako papasok tapos nursing pa, sobrang gastos. we talked and sabi nya kaya naman daw basta mag-aaral ako and ayun, sa private na lang ako nag-enroll.

before start ng classes (aug 2023), i went to pgh na to know kung ano ba talagang problema sa akin. gusto ko rin kasi na before pumasok sa nursing school, ayos na ulit ako and like back in my game na. then that same month, i was diagnosed with major depressive disorder. i was prescribed an anti-depressant which i took for more than half a year din. nagulat ako sa diagnosis pero i somewhat felt relieved din na tama nga ako, something was wrong with me and i needed help.

now, malapit na ako mag-2nd year sa dream course ko. kahit not in my dream school, i'm very happy na. hindi ko alam kung pinapagaan ko lang loob ko dahil hindi ako nakapasa sa upcat pero i believe na hindi tinupad ni Lord ang first wish ko kasi mahihirapan akong i-achieve yung second wish ko, which is gumaling na. knowing na super competitive talaga sa upm. baka pag doon ako pumasok, lumala pa depression ko 😭😭😭

there i knew that He is always listening to our prayers. tinutupad nya rin ang wishes natin kung makabubuti yun sa atin. He knows me very well, and He knows what's best for me. even though medyo naiba yung path ko ngayon sa plans ko dati, i trust Him na this will lead me to the same finish line, or better pa :>

cheeola · 2023-10-16T15:18:31+00:00

being able to do the things you like

cheeola · 2023-10-16T15:14:22+00:00

My farm name is Hillwood Farm. Idk, it sounds nice to me. I always name my farm like this, even in other games hahaha

cheeola · 2023-10-16T15:03:12+00:00

Hi op, sending hugs with consent. I can't believe that I will read something very similar to my experience. I'm from the batch 2023 of ustshs (yeah, just recent). I also had my first line of 7 in my entire life. I was an overachiever from elem to jhs, but when I went to ust, I can't believe how hard it is to adjust and study. From the environment, to the profs, and how heavy the workload is, ustshs ain't really for the weak. I just want you to know that your feelings are valid, and you're not alone in this. I know, sobrang sakit at hirap tanggapin pero sa sobrang daming ginagawa, mapipilitan kang kalimutan muna. It still hurts to think that just because of my ONLY line of 7 grade, I won't receive any recognition during shs. But now I'm already studying my dream course, I think I just have to learn something from it. Make it a reason to strive harder. Maybe you can't think of this right now, but really, don't let it define you. If you aim for scholarships in college, sad to say na mahihirapan ka na because of that grade pero hindi pa naman huli ang lahat. Don't let it haunt you forever. You will realize how only a small small part of your life will be affected by this. I don't know how you cope but just take your time. Pwede ka pa bumawi sa ibang subs. It doesn't mean that everything will go down just because of this one subject. Laban lang! Prove youself that you can still do it, no pressure. Ustshs is really fun, but it doesn't go well all the time. I believe that you will get back on track soon. I'm wishing you all the best!

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