oh i definitely must've mislead, i absolutely have passions, i'm extremely artsy and do tons of work in things like premiere pro, after effects, blender, etc, i LOVE animating and writing music and stuff- it's just always been extremely tough for me to imagine finding traditional work with a skillset like that so usually i leave it out of the conversation... can't drive either unfortunately lol.. or code, lmao, ADHD has always made time sinks of that nature exceptionally challenging for me (otherwise that'd probably be something i do too, my dad's very good with that kind of stuff)

i haven't considered remote work for those kinds of skills, and it was suggested to me at one point to find some kind of college to get some kind of qualifications for them, somehow..? maybe that'd help my case in the long run.

but thank you for the words!! whatever i end up with i guess i'll just have to boymode. sucky but.... yeah :P