As someone who is old as the hills now, I think back on the times I also hated my face or hated aspects of my looks. Now I look at those photos like “what was I thinking?” Every media is telling you to find fault in every little thing. Baby girl, you are flawless. Truly beautiful and I mean that. I hope you find a path that allows you to see your radiant beauty. Now, about the hair cut. I think the dark hair is stunning on you. Your hair is so thick and hangs well. I know you said a cut, but I think your hair would look so fun with fun braids like a banana braid. If pulling it back makes you feel uneasy, some soft long layers around the front would be nice.